I'm 15 8th grade, it all started in 2015 when I created a fake Facebook profile. If you do not read below, I will write the shortest possible version of what happened. The reason I did it was because I was mentally abused every day at school. They insulted me because I was fat, short, then I had short hair as a boy, now I don't, I'm too shy and I don't talk to anyone. In 2015 I moved to a new school because I was bullied in the old one. I thought that everything would be fine, everyone would be my friends and I would not be the object of ridicule. I lied ... I was even more harassed. I made a fake because I'm tired of having only 2 best friends. Our people don't let me write to strangers, that's why I foolishly lied to them that they are my friends from school. From this fake I uploaded photos from the internet of beautiful girls and added fakes like me. I found many friends but at the end of 2016 I fell in love with a fake. He was very rude and I was a dumb 12 year old girl who lied to half her friends in a fake that she was 15/16. Then I decided that they wouldn't understand that I liked him, that I was lying to them that I liked a boy from a teacher. A month later, the boy I liked offered me and I was in the 7th heaven of happiness. Our relationship was boring, unfortunately, we were together for only 2 weeks and I dropped it because it doesn't suit me. I was devastated because it was the first time I really fell in love. After our separation, everyone hated me.
On February 1, 2017 I made another fake and I stopped entering the old one, otherwise I was left with 2 girlfriends. When I made the new fake I was happy, I found friends but again in 1 month I fucked everything up because they thought I had hacked a friend. I had nothing to do with it and I was able to enter and from this fake March 10, 2017 I made a fake again and found friends again but I did not get into trouble. However, in July, because ours were divorced and I was with my father, he found out about it and scolded me. I then had to leave these friends because it was wrong, but I gave myself the real profile, I told myself my real name because I kept lying to them about my name and age. I had my 1st fake but I didn't use it because it was saved on my old phone. By January 2018, I had lost quite a few close friends and I was sad. Even a month before that I met one who I think is nice because in the beginning she was nice but then she became rude and I slept to write to her. In May, I deleted my real profile because I was bullied at school because of it, but I gave the other one to my friends. June I did something smart. I lied to these fake friends of mine that I was punished and I had to block them. I missed them a lot and in December I unblocked them and made up nonsense. Today we learned these things with online dating how dangerous they are and I felt guilty that I was lying to my mother.
Now I have decided to lie this June that I have been punished again and I will block them this time but forever. If you have not understood briefly I will tell you everything again. In 2015 I moved to a new school and was bullied there. Because I was disappointed with my social life and made a fake. Mom doesn't give it to me and that's why I lie to her that they are friends from school. I found many friends in 2016, I fell in love with a bastard and a month later we became boyfriends and 2 weeks later we broke up and everyone hated me. Months later, I made a new fake and abandoned the first one. I got involved in a problem I had nothing to do with and deleted this fake and after 9 days I made a new one. There my father caught me in July and I deleted the fake and gave the real one to these friends and then months later I realized I was wrong and lied to them that I was punished and blocked them for 7 months but I missed them and made the mistake of unblocking them. Today we learned how dangerous it is and I decided to block them in the summer with the same lie but this time I will never unblock them. I feel guilty. My mother did everything to make me happy while my father was in front of the computer all day and posted naked women on Facebook. My mother is at work all day and when we have a vacation we go out together. Most of the time she offered to go out and I accepted. My mother is a good woman. She has been through a lot because of my father and how do I repay her? I make fake profiles and write to strangers. People, this is dangerous because you don't know who is behind the screen on the other side. I will erase the fake but I wonder if I will tell my mom about everything.
If a stone falls from my heart, I will hurt her, if I don't tell her, it will hurt me because I betrayed my mother and she doesn't know. And before you tell me to sit down and learn to know that I am a good student at school. I do everything my teachers tell me. My lowest term grade is 4. I know this is not the topic but some people will attack me, not that it is bad but I want advice. Should I tell my mother? I do everything my teachers tell me. My lowest term grade is 4. I know this is not the topic but some people will attack me, not that it is bad but I want advice. Should I tell my mother? I do everything my teachers tell me. My lowest term grade is 4. I know this is not the topic but some people will attack me, not that it is bad but I want advice. Should I tell my mother?
1 esperanzaguirre answered
I understand you very well, you could say that I had a similar case 2 years ago and in part I still have, with the difference that I have one profile for parents and relatives, and the other in which I have acquaintances, friends and strangers, and my closest friends have the one for the relatives. However, there is nothing more painful for a teenager to have to lead a double life in front of his parents because he knows that his actions will be condemned or because some things are forbidden to him. It makes you feel like you're some kind of criminal. I guess you did not write to all strangers, but about the danger on the Internet, I am of the opinion that although there is, social networks have become part of our lives to such an extent that it does not matter to me personally whether someone will meet on facebook or live. And whatever, you didn't go to meet them, or at least you didn't mention you did. The advice I can give you (I don't like to give advice though, because every situation is individual) is not to break away from your friends after they haven't given you a reason to do it because you're so old that you need an environment that you do not find in school and to some extent the online space in this case is a relatively good alternative, although face-to-face contact is quite different. Your other option is to start going to some extracurricular activity that gives you pleasure. , be it sports, dancing, etc. and find friends there. Don't let yours control, choose and define your circle of friends, there is no bigger mistake than that. If you think they do it because you're small, you're wrong. You may not like something in the future in one of your * real * friends / partners, do you remember .. And you, you have to dump a valuable person, because yours have something against him, and you are already 25, for example ? In this case, the problem is not that you communicate with strangers from a fake profile, but the broken thread between you and your parents. From now on you have to get used to making your own decisions, to protect your personal space, to learn from your mistakes and to be responsible for your consequences (but also to try not to make fatal mistakes, of course), because when else ? When you turn 40? When you see my comment, I would like you to answer one question honestly: If your parents did not impose these prohibitions on you, but talked to you about this topic and asked you why you are looking for your environment online, would you lie to them? However, if your answer is yes,