I do not know what to do. For several years I have closed myself so much in myself, I do not share with anyone. My last relationship ended 3 years ago and after we broke up I changed a lot. It was very hard and hard to swallow and forget. We gave a lot for each other, I wanted to have a child from this man and marry him. I was 18 then, and in my mind at the time, I believed everything he told me. He was bigger, handsome, and most of all, more mature than I was. Everything was going well, but in the end the man had a wife, a child ... the usual and painfully familiar situation of many women, unfortunately. Although I understood a lot of things he kept quiet about, I know we loved each other. He did a lot for me, but after I realized that he did not intend to divorce, we broke up. He was the man and to this day he spoke to me so lightly, there was never tension and misunderstanding between us. I shared things with him that I can't imagine telling anyone else. So after he killed me, I lost the desire to share and need a partner. I became suspicious, even more skeptical and icy. The years go by and I am still in the same situation. I still miss it and the memories eat away at me from within. I love him and to this day I regret leaving him. * Before you tell me that I am to blame and that I am stupid because he lied to me, and I still love him, let me share with you one of my favorite quotes: "That the heart does not ask for a head, it is a devilish bird: where he wants, he wastes, where he wants, there he will sing. "Yavorov. We've been writing for a week, I still have his number and ... I'm sure I still want to be together. I don't know if it's right and ethical, I have no idea if he's still married or if he'll be with me. I would like to tell him how I feel so that he can relieve my soul. All I know for sure is that everything that happens and we feel is for a reason. I also believe that love is eternal, but in very rare cases shared.
1 oz420jimmy answered
Hi, be very naughty and change. I'm sorry. I recommend forgiving, forgetting and opening up to new horizons. I do not recommend staying in the position in which you are tormented and spinning in circles.