I Love Life Or What Is In My Hand Is Not A Lie

The Story

About a month ago I called the doctor with a complaint of depressed mood. And here and there you should not do research. I didn't do myself much to prevent a doctor from having to leave. The next day, figured each other out. But I think what they told me was wrong. how could i go, depression. It is better to live in depression than to start a hospital life. After I had time and thought enough about everything, in fact, I suddenly got a disease, I will not pronounce it. I don't think so. But it can explain the nausea, the dizziness, maybe the depressed mood for months. I choose not to delve into this. I did not tell the relatives. Today I managed to part with my husband with a lot of pain. Life in hospitals and a life that involves the surrounding 10 people with their whole lives in a meaningless struggle, I can't call life to last even for a day. To see the hope not fade in the eyes of my loved ones, to run out of crazy money, time and to have the suffering of those who do not want to suffer every day. No. I want to react my way. I will not tell anyone. Nor will I be buried from tomorrow in hospital life until the end of primary. For me there is this spring, there are the little joys in everyday life, there is the peace of the family. Only he is not there, but I will not involve him in this. So to take his life with me from where people do not return. He is a fanatic, I have no other way to keep him away. No one else will catch that there is something that is not as before. This is my choice and I am more than sure that this is the right decision. To see the hope not fade in the eyes of my loved ones, to run out of crazy money, time and to have the suffering of those who do not want to suffer every day. No. I want to react my way. I will not tell anyone. Nor will I be buried from tomorrow in hospital life until the end of primary. For me there is this spring, there are the little joys in everyday life, there is the peace of the family. Only he is not there, but I will not involve him in this. So to take his life with me from where people do not return. He is a fanatic, I have no other way to keep him away. No one else will catch that there is something that is not as before. This is my choice and I am more than sure that this is the right decision. To see the hope not fade in the eyes of my loved ones, to run out of crazy money, time and to have the suffering of those who do not want to suffer every day. No. I want to react my way. I will not tell anyone. Nor will I be buried from tomorrow in hospital life until the end of primary. For me there is this spring, there are the little joys in everyday life, there is the peace of the family. Only he is not there, but I will not involve him in this. So to take his life with me from where people do not return. He is a fanatic, I have no other way to keep him away. No one else will catch that there is something that is not as before. This is my choice and I am more than sure that this is the right decision. I will not tell anyone. Nor will I be buried from tomorrow in hospital life until the end of primary. For me there is this spring, there are the little joys in everyday life, there is the peace of the family. Only he is not there, but I will not involve him in this. So to take his life with me from where people do not return. He is a fanatic, I have no other way to keep him away. No one else will catch that there is something that is not as before. This is my choice and I am more than sure that this is the right decision. I will not tell anyone. Nor will I be buried from tomorrow in hospital life until the end of primary. For me there is this spring, there are the little joys in everyday life, there is the peace of the family. Only he is not there, but I will not involve him in this. So to take his life with me from where people do not return. He is a fanatic, I have no other way to keep him away. No one else will catch that there is something that is not as before. This is my choice and I am more than sure that this is the right decision. No one else will catch that there is something that is not as before. This is my choice and I am more than sure that this is the right decision. No one else will catch that there is something that is not as before. This is my choice and I am more than sure that this is the right decision.

Last Updated
September 13, 2020
Author:
mattmatters1

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