A year ago I met a boy ... then I was 16 and for the first time in my life I felt attracted to a member of the opposite sex. I had already begun to think I was wrong or a lesbian. When I saw him my hands were shaking, my knees were softening, my stomach was turning and my head was immediately emptying .... later I started sleeping with him because he let me know that this was the only way I could somehow to be around him, and I wanted to be with him every second. He was my first. He used me as a sex toy, he didn't even want to go out for coffee with me. He was looking for me once a week just for sex ... at some point I got tired of being used that way and I backed away. He has a bad reputation all over the city, I know it's easy, it's interesting that it's not worth it, I know it's different during the day, constantly various friends spot him and hurry to tell me that they saw him with another one. I know it's trampling me, I know it's rubbish and yet for a year and 2 months I'm not like before. I am very sick that he does not respect me for anything, that most of the time he does not remember that I exist and that he treats me like a sex doll without feelings and emotions, I went out with 3 other boys after that and with all I stopped contact after less than month ... I have the feeling that I will never break away from this man, and he can only ruin me.
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Her head is up. You have to forget about this mold once and for all and stop humiliating yourself so much, it's like you're a second-hand person!