I Love Her, But I Can't Forgive Her Infidelities!

The Story

My wife is different in character from the typical woman, she has a little masculine thinking. She loves her freedom, she has more masculine interests, she is a practitioner, not particularly emotional. I'm trying to explain to him that it's not because of feelings and all that he did ... but maybe out of boredom. In the beginning, when we were boyfriends (2015), I persuaded her to be officially together at dawn, usually, men are supposed to run away from a relationship, but I'm a conservative type, alas, I fell in love with the exact opposite.

 

I feel like I'm a masochist because she constantly ignored me and has always been a colder partner, I've always thrown myself at her feet. Believe me, she's like that to everyone. We don't have a child yet, because we didn't feel quite ready yet, but soon we were thinking of starting the experiments (I'm a year old anyway, he's 28, I'm 27).

 

Honestly, maybe she didn't cheat on me physically, maybe she did, I can't know for sure. But they weren't chatting with other men, they weren't dumped with colleagues, there was a period every day that surprised me with something, she didn't pay attention to it because she was trying to hide, but I was digging because I suspected something, I admit.

I don't excuse myself, but I don't excuse her either. I love her so much, I only think about her and I'm even a little obsessed, and she rolls her eyes at everyone who looks nicer with a richer vocabulary. I take care of her carefully, but I don't suffocate her, and I'm not jealous for no reason. I support myself, I think I look good. We both work and we both take care of the household that even I do more. She is not deprived of anything.

 

Gifts and romantic dinners regularly for no occasion. It's always hers at the end. I don't even argue with her (call me a mold, but I want the woman next to me to be happy and stay with me). At the same time, in life, I have succeeded according to my own goals and a strong man. We had sex, I fulfilled her every wish.

 

She has said more than once that I am the perfect man. But several times he hints that even with Brad Pitt, sooner or later everyone gets bored and love becomes a habit. Am I the only one who doesn't think so? I love her more with each passing day. However, how can I trust that when he turns, he will not turn another? Before me, she had not a few, not many, yet a number of relationships, varied in appearance. And I've only had 2 serious ones. But I don't miss the thrill, I don't know what she's missing. And it's not that she needs a powerful man, because she herself is a powerful woman and she tells me that some time ago she had such a friend who allowed himself to hit her, she then not only got into a fight with him but called her father and friends. his, these are rural stories, but some will say that he needs a more authoritative, believe me, he will not tolerate it, nor her. She does not tolerate authorities.

I love her, I can't let her go, I don't want another ... but? This annoyance annoys me, I just can't. I agree with everything else, I just want it to be true to me. How will she be the mother of a child if she continues to live as a teenager herself?

Last Updated
July 01, 2020
Author:
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