.... I'm very sad because I love 2 boys and I haven't been with any so far and I can love them all my life .. I also have a lot to learn ... and I know I have to write a lot of things, but I'm sad that I can't relax ... and my mood is depressed, and my soul wants to find romantic love and tenderness. A boy wants to be with me for a long time, I love him with all my heart, I really feel so warm from him, I feel good to be next to me, and I wonder why and how I can still love my first unrequited love, the boy which I have not seen such beauty and that for a man, incredible beauty ... but he will hardly ever want a serious relationship with me, because I have changed over time .. and almost everyone can have ... / and they can both choose from very beautiful girls ... / I'm very sensitive .... Maybe I have reservations about that, that I have not been with anyone, I am also afraid of the traumas I experienced in childhood, of people who are vicious and seek to be rude in order to achieve their goals. I am also tormented by the thought that we haven't seen each other for a long time ... and he wants us to be together, but he can't be that far away, I kept promising, but I was afraid that we wouldn't see each other, and I'm actually confused because he doesn't understand that our first time I think should be gentle ... not from a distance and I run away from everything and start doing my other commitments again with pain ... I read the bible again and again not I find the way to take ... and I stay and wait, because the pain of the past weighs on me, and I don't get understanding from anyone ...... What should I do Thank you, people, for the comments if anyone gives me advice .... I will be happy ... I am also afraid of childhood traumas, of people who are vicious and seek to be rude in order to achieve their goals. I'm also tormented by the thought that we haven't seen each other in a long time ... and he wants us to be together, but he can't be that far away, I kept promising, but I was afraid that we wouldn't see each other, and I'm actually confused because he doesn't understand that our first time I think should be gentle ... not from a distance and I run away from everything and start doing my other commitments again with pain ... I read the bible again and again not I find the way to take ... and I stay and wait, because the pain of the past weighs on me, and I don't get understanding from anyone ...... What should I do? Thank you people for the comments if anyone gives me advice .... I will be happy ... I am also afraid of childhood traumas, of people who are vicious and seek to be rude in order to achieve their goals. I am also tormented by the thought that we haven't seen each other for a long time ... and he wants us to be together, but he can't be that far away, I kept promising, but I was afraid that we wouldn't see each other, and I'm actually confused because he doesn't understand that our first time I think should be gentle ... not from a distance and I run away from everything and start doing my other commitments again with pain ... I read the bible again and again not I find the way to take ... and I stay and wait, because the pain of the past weighs on me, and I don't get understanding from anyone ...... What should I do? Thank you people for the comments if anyone gives me advice .... I will be happy ... who are vicious and seek to be rude in order to achieve their goals. I'm also tormented by the thought that we haven't seen each other in a long time ... and he wants us to be together, but he can't be that far away, I kept promising, but I was afraid that we wouldn't see each other, and I'm actually confused because he doesn't understand that our first time I think should be gentle ... not from a distance and I run away from everything and start doing my other commitments again with pain ... I read the bible again and again not I find the way to take ... and I stay and wait, because the pain of the past weighs on me, and I don't get understanding from anyone ...... What should I do? Thank you, people, for the comments if anyone gives me advice .... I will be happy ... who are vicious and seek to be rude in order to achieve their goals. I'm also tormented by the thought that we haven't seen each other in a long time ... and he wants us to be together, but he can't be that far away, I kept promising, but I was afraid that we wouldn't see each other, and I'm actually confused because he doesn't understand that our first time I think should be gentle ... not from a distance and I run away from everything and start doing my other commitments again with pain ... I read the bible again and again not I find the way to take ... and I stay and wait, because the pain of the past weighs on me, and I don't get understanding from anyone ...... What should I do? Thank you people for the comments if anyone gives me advice .... I will be happy ... but there's no way he's so far away, I kept promising, but I was afraid we'd see each other when we saw each other, and I'm actually confused because he doesn't understand that our first time I think should be gentle ... not at a distance and I run away from everything and start doing my other commitments again with pain ... I read the bible and I still can't find the way to take ... and I stay and wait because the pain of the past weighs on me, and I don't get understanding from anyone ...... What to do? Thank you people for the comments if anyone gives me advice .... I will be happy ... but there's no way he's so far away, I kept promising, but I was afraid we'd see each other when we saw each other, and I'm actually confused because he doesn't understand that our first time I think should be gentle ... not at a distance and I run away from everything and start doing my other commitments again with pain ... I read the bible and again I can't find the way to take ... and I stay and wait because the pain from the past weighs on me, and I don't get understanding from anyone ...... What to do? Thank you people for the comments if anyone gives me advice .... I will be happy ... I read the bible now and again I can't find the way to take ... and I stay and wait because the pain of the past weighs on me and I don't get understanding from anyone ...... What should I do? Thank you people for the comments if anyone gives me advice .... I will be happy ... I read the bible now and again I can't find the way to take ... and I stay and wait because the pain of the past weighs on me and I don't get understanding from anyone ...... What should I do? Thank you, people, for the comments if anyone gives me advice .... I will be happy ...
1 lucy_backer answered
You're the same as the previous topic, aren't you? ("I love two men and ...") "I'm very sensitive" means "My ego is very big" - he worked in that direction. It is good to read the Bible, it is even good to re-read it several times in your life (where you will realize it on completely different levels), but it will not give you the answer to your questions. And in general, the Bible is a very small part of the knowledge we need to acquire - do not limit yourself to it, so as not to resemble the obsessed evangelists. The first thing you need to emphasize is overcoming your fears. How? Not by inaction ... You may get burned (there is no way), but that's how a person learns. At the very least, you'll learn that "scalding" isn't as fatal as it seems now.