Hello! My story is very long but I will try to recreate it briefly. I was 15 years old when I met a wonderful boy. With which in the beginning we were just friends, then things got worse and I really liked it and I felt wanted. I was just in love. I hadn't finished yet and we decided to get engaged, after which we lived together, we understood each other a lot and we couldn't do without each other. 2005 he went on a mission to Bosnia then I suffered a lot. I was constantly on the phone and talking to him, we wrote letters and text messages and repeated to each other how we can't do without each other and how much we love each other. I had lost a lot of weight, I just missed it. He kept saying when I got home we would do a WEDDING and I was very happy. He came back and we got married, a few months later I got pregnant and the most beautiful child in the world was born. He is now 2 years old and very smart and handsome. It is a complete copy of his father. It seems to all of you that this is a wonderful tale. Right Yes, it was a fairy tale, but now it's a nightmare I can't get out of no matter how hard I try. I have no desire to live. Five months ago my husband crashed a motorcycle and for two months he was in a coma, I was constantly in the hospital, but they rarely let me see him, I say through tears that my husband is no longer with us, the loss was huge, I do not stop him I love and I will probably never be able to stop. Our beautiful child was left without his father, who loved him very much and did not let a hair fall from his head. Now I live in ADA, here on earth without any desire to live. But I can't leave this sunshine, I'll just be the biggest fool if I do. I get nervous crises, I get nervous at the slightest thing and I'm very confused, I don't know how to deal with my life. And I don't know what awaits me in the future. It's very hard for me, if anyone can help me please let me know. THANKS!
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Hello, I am a 21-year-old man. I sincerely sympathize with you, condolences for your husband! I know how hard it is to lose great love (even if I haven't lost it your way). You are right about one thing ... the stupidest thing to do is to leave the child alone ... I know it's hard, but tighten up, you have to be a male girl, not only your future depends on it, but also your son's future. I will not advise you to look for another man, although you are still young and this is not excluded, but here only sadbadata will say a word and I do not believe that at the moment you are right next to other men. Think of good things, watch as little as possible to be alone. Invite friends, relatives to guests, make sure you are busy with something. Do things that will make you happy or at least distract you. I wish you success!!! And the smart one :) only the little one is allowed to do mischief :)