I Lost It And I Can't Survive It

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Hello ... I want to tell everyone that I feel completely overwhelmed and have no desire for life. I love a person who is very good and who has all the good qualities that a wonderful person can have ... Not only is he uniquely beautiful, but he is also good at heart .. and attentive and very smart .... he is a dream for every woman ... I couldn't even believe that life met me with such a man and that this man loves me .... And instead of being grateful to fate, I played with him ... For a long time I lied about everything ... about my character ... about my situation ... about my family ... and he understood, but he didn't say anything because he loves me ... I was happy with him and maybe in the desire to I like myself a lot, I told a lot of lies .... One day he told me that a relationship without trust can not progress ... And he said goodbye to me .... And now do you know what the problem is .. ? That I'm dying of pain is already a fact ... my guilt is killing me .. I know I'm to blame for losing him .. and now I'm paying dearly .... But I'm more afraid of it that I'm losing myself in health ... This is already the big problem ... I don't eat ... I've lost weight ... I smoke two packs of cigarettes a day .... I can't think of anything but him. .. I want to forget him soon .. not to remember him ...

Otherwise I will die slowly .... How can I forget him ..? When will it pass ...? And will it pass me at all ...? I beg you all ... tell me how ... give me advice or a method on how to stop thinking about him I don't eat ... I lost weight ... I smoke two packs of cigarettes a day .... I can't think of anything but him ... I want to forget him soon .. not to think about him .. Otherwise I will die slowly .... How can I forget it ..? When will it pass ...? And will it pass me at all ...? I beg you all ... tell me how ... give me advice or a method on how to stop thinking about him I don't eat ... I lost weight ... I smoke two packs of cigarettes a day .... I can't think of anything but him ... I want to forget him soon .. not to think about him .. Otherwise I will die slowly .... How can I forget it ..? When will it pass ...? And will it pass me at all ...? I beg you all ... tell me how ... give me advice or a method on how to stop thinking about him

Last Updated
August 11, 2020
Author:
elektraexotic

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