I Lost Him Forever

   Well, do something about it. You are to blame, but if the person is understood and gives a second chance, things can work out. Just act or you will regret it even more :)

   Off a lot of children's story ... because you didn't kiss him, he's not looking for you, think how much he cares about you! And why do you whine about a person who doesn't deserve you?

   Act boldly, call him, write to him. Just admit everything to him, you won't lose anything, you can only gain from it, even if he cuts you off. And do not use the word forever, every moment, second, your life can change - positively and negatively;)

   I don't think the story is childish. Maybe you didn't understand her. :)

   Does he write to you, does he pay attention to you? Surprise him with something or admit everything to him!

   I support number 2! That's enough, people, she hasn't kissed him and isn't looking for her anymore? What kind of person is I asking then? Now to start praying to him, to ask for attention, to deserve it? If a girl decides not to kiss you on a first date, it means she just doesn't want to. In order to please the gentleman, maybe you think he should have done something else ...? As long as you're tied to the minds of underage boys who don't know what they want! I will tell you only one thing - it was for good!

   From the author: I know my story sounds silly, but it's really important to me, it's always in my thoughts, and I don't want to lose it, I say to myself "leave it not worth it", but I don't agree with myself. There is complete chaos in my mind, driven by blind feelings, from which I go crazy, and a sober consciousness, which part of me does not accept ... I will be happy for more advice! :) and sorry for the error "Forever -> forever"!

   Do you have a relationship with him, I advise you to talk and if he has real feelings he will understand ..

   Invite him for coffee every day and do nothing else for a long time.