Hello, please someone help me. On March 5 last year I started a relationship is a girl. We were very happy together, we couldn't wait to see each other almost every day. We live in the Czech Republic, I lived with my boss and she with her parents. I had to leave for Bulgaria in May and I didn't know if I would return. The night before I left, I stopped by to say goodbye, but after a short conversation in the car, she told me that she would not leave me alone and left with me. We were in Bulgaria for a while and came home, but I already knew that she was the woman for me and I wanted to be together as a family. I had no money, but I borrowed it to rent an apartment for the two of us. First, because I wanted to be with her and second, because she had problems with theirs. I didn't work for a long time because I had an operation and I was very indebted. I was worried, that I could not provide her with a good future and the problems began. I started to be jealous of her from everyone, I was scolded almost every day because I was constantly nervous because I owed a lot of money and without thinking I insulted her very cruelly and I lied to her everything. She put up with me for a long time, I told her that I would change and I would never lie to her again, but I kept going and I didn't realize that I was losing her like that. We are now separated and I realize what I did. I try to change and I know I will succeed, but I don't know how to prove to her that I am changing. She doesn't trust me anymore and I know it's my fault. Please tell me what to do, because I love her very much and I do not want to lose her forever, but I want us to be happy together again. Thank you. that I owed a lot of money and without thinking I insulted her very cruelly and I lied to her everything. She put up with me for a long time, I told her that I would change and I would never lie to her again, but I kept going and I didn't realize that I was losing her like that. We are now separated and I realize what I did. I try to change and I know I will succeed, but I don't know how to prove to her that I am changing. She doesn't trust me anymore and I know it's my fault. Please tell me what to do, because I love her very much and I do not want to lose her forever, but I want us to be happy together again. Thank you. that I owed a lot of money and without thinking I insulted her very cruelly and I lied to her everything. She put up with me for a long time, I told her that I would change and I would never lie to her again, but I kept going and I didn't realize that I was losing her like that. We are now separated and I realize what I did. I try to change and I know I will succeed, but I don't know how to prove to her that I am changing. She doesn't trust me anymore and I know it's my fault. Please tell me what to do, because I love her very much and I do not want to lose her forever, but I want us to be happy together again. Thank you. but I don't know how to prove to her that I'm changing. She doesn't trust me anymore and I know it's my fault. Please tell me what to do, because I love her very much and I do not want to lose her forever, but I want us to be happy together again. Thank you. but I don't know how to prove to her that I'm changing. She doesn't trust me anymore and I know it's my fault. Please tell me what to do, because I love her very much and I do not want to lose her forever, but I want us to be happy together again. Thank you.
1 athousandsea answered
It's very bad when you realize what you've lost ... so don't write here to explain to us how you feel, but go to her and tell her everything ... be honest! If she still loves you, she will understand. But do not repeat your mistake! Good luck