I Lost A Friend

The Story

Hello! I am 17 years old and two years ago I entered high school. In the previous school my class and I were all very close, we constantly went out and had fun. After we broke up, we were left with a group of 10 people who kept seeing each other and going out. In time, there were four of us left - me, my best friend (we are in the same class) and two friends. I love them all very much! However, I had a little stronger feelings for a boy than a friend, but I did not show it and never told him. He started behaving very badly, he changed a lot. He started insulting me with his behavior. He doesn't care at all about me, how I am, what I do. He once saw me crying at school and didn't even ask me how I was. He insulted me more than once - he called me a complexist, that I don't have a good body, that I am reckless. He always wants me to do what he wants, and when I ask for something, he doesn't do it. He doesn't comply with me, constantly laughs at everything I tell him, ironizes me and makes fun of me. In the end, I couldn't stand it and told him everything I thought, and he even without thinking told me that everything was a lie, denied everything, said that he had never behaved like that.

He said I was making it up. And I told him he had to do something, stop, think, apologize. And his words were: "I don't care about that now"! I could not believe! I didn't stop crying after that. I'm terribly disappointed, but I love him very much and I miss him and keep looking around the hallways to see him at school. I think about him and the moments together. What to do? Should I forgive him or just forget him! he ironizes me and mocks me. In the end, I couldn't stand it and told him everything I thought, and he even without thinking told me that everything was a lie, denied everything, said that he had never behaved like that. He said I was making it up. And I told him he had to do something, stop, think, apologize. And his words were: "I don't care about that now"! I could not believe! I didn't stop crying after that. I'm terribly disappointed, but I love him very much and I miss him and keep looking around the hallways to see him at school. I think about him and the moments together. What to do? Should I forgive him or just forget him! he ironizes me and mocks me. In the end, I couldn't stand it and told him everything I thought, and he even without thinking told me that everything was a lie, denied everything, said that he had never behaved like that. He said I was making it up.

And I told him he had to do something, stop, think, apologize. And his words were: "I don't care about that now"! I could not believe! I didn't stop crying after that. I'm terribly disappointed, but I love him very much and I miss him and keep looking around the hallways to see him at school. I think about him and the moments together. What to do? Should I forgive him or just forget him! to think, to apologize. And his words were: "I don't care about that now"! I could not believe! I didn't stop crying after that. I'm terribly disappointed, but I love him very much and I miss him and keep looking around the hallways to see him at school. I think about him and the moments together. What to do? Should I forgive him or just forget him! to think, to apologize. And his words were: "I don't care about that now"! I could not believe! I didn't stop crying after that. I'm terribly disappointed, but I love him very much and I miss him and keep looking around the hallways to see him at school. I think about him and the moments together. What to do? Should I forgive him or just forget him!

Last Updated
August 27, 2020
Author:
mcluanzinho.4m

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