I Live For The Future

The Story

Hello! :) I recently visited this site. It helps me to get to know other people, to form different images and interests, to help others. Everyone has their own problems of a different nature. Some want to be better, others want to be smarter, others need help. Each story contains a particle of the person who writes it. Everyone would like someone to share their problems so that they do not feel alone. That's why I decided to write this story, my story. I hope it at least leaves a bit of me. I am a 13-year-old girl from a big Bulgarian city. I have my own interests and my own plans. I have dreams and goals. I come from a poor family - neither my mother nor my father have a university degree, they work in low-paid jobs. We live many people in a two-bedroom apartment (living room, large bedroom, small kitchen and toilet with bathroom). Everything is divided: in the living room are my brother and my parents, in the bedroom I, my grandparents, and the kitchen is occupied by another person. That's how we live, that's how I'm used to it. I don't have my own room, we don't have a car (there is, but it doesn't work), I don't have an expensive phone, I don't have money for unnecessary things (such as first-hand clothes and private lessons). I don't have so many things ... and yet I'm happy. I have learned to enjoy the little things in life. I enjoy the morning, the good weather, the flowers, the nature, the animals. I appreciate all these little joys in life that many people do not appreciate. I am grateful to be alive (I was on the verge of death), I feel real happiness when I can help someone. In 7th grade. The school is good, I study well, I get high grades. My favorite subjects are the Bulgarian language, literature, history, geography, foreign languages ​​... I try to cope on my own, there is no one to help me. Knowing that I need private lessons in mathematics, but there is no one to provide them for me: my parents prefer to smoke money. I don't want to repeat their mistakes, so I'm careful who I hang out with: I don't drink, I don't smoke, I don't swear. I am sociable, cheerful. I don't like anything - to help someone, to treat my classmate. But there are times when I'm sad. Then I don't think about the past, but about the future. And I can't wait for that moment to come, when I will be independent, when I will work and work honestly. From now on, I save money to study. I would very much like to study at the National High School for Humanities and Arts "Konstantin Preslavski", but it is in Varna. I want to be a writer. To write stories, tales, novels. I like to read, but I don't have a lot of money for books, so I usually buy second-hand books. I have read Vazov, Dostoevsky, Edmondo de Amiches, Hector Malo, Miguel de Cervantes, Charles Dickens, Astrid Lindgren, Francis Burnett, Carl May, Maine Reed, Agatha Christie, A. K. Doyle, Jorge Bucay ... Books are a very good friend of mine, I find comfort in them. Books such as "Ann of the Green Roofs", "Heart", "Little Pierretta's Trials", "Homeless", "The Flying Classroom", "Little Women", "Little Lord Fauntleroy", "The Little Princess", "Lassie "," The Black Handsome "are some of my favorites. I like to cry on books, it calms me down. Hristo Smirnenski, Yavorov, Botev, Vazov ... I know many Bulgarian poems by heart. Let me return to the topic. I want to repeat something - I AM HAPPY: Some people think they're happy because they have expensive phones, they go to the movies all the time, and they spend crazy money on nonsense. it doesn't make them happy. This makes them partly satisfied, but not really happy. I AM HAPPY BECAUSE I AM THANKFUL! I am grateful for every breath, for everything that God has not deprived me of, I am grateful that I am alive and well. Before the holidays, I thought I was happy because I had raised money for a movie (to watch "Frozen Kingdom"), but when I found out that a girl from our school was very ill and had not been to school for a month, I forgot about the movies. The lady said that there will be a charity concert (BGN 2 entrance). The next day I donated the money raised for a movie to her. And then I really felt HAPPY that I helped a sick child with a modest amount. How is it different from me? What makes it worthwhile to be sick, to be absent, to communicate more difficult? What did this fate deserve? Doesn't it have the right to feel normal? :( :( In our time, everyone is considered a freak. Forgotten and trampled .. such are the Bulgarians now. So hurried, we do not have time to rejoice, to stop and say: "Stop. Look around. Smile. Go. ". You want so little to look and find the good in things. To enjoy spring, the flowers, the bird song. Yes, I'm poor, but it taught me to appreciate what I have." If I was entitled to another life, I would live it with more mistakes. ". Life is one and we should not despair that things are not going well, that we are at a loss, because ... IT WILL NOT ALWAYS BE LIKE THAT! :) Greetings to my Angel - Keeper D. such are we Bulgarians now. So hurried, we don't have time to rejoice, to stop and say, "Stop. Look around. Smile. Go." You want so little to look and find the good in things. To enjoy the spring, the flowers, the bird song. Yes, I'm poor, but it taught me to appreciate what I have. "If I had the right to another life, I would live it with more mistakes." Life is one and we should not despair that things are not going well, that we are at a loss, because ... IT WILL NOT ALWAYS BE SO! :) Greetings to my Angel - Keeper D. such are we Bulgarians now. So hurried, we don't have time to rejoice, to stop and say, "Stop. Look around. Smile. Go." You want so little to look and find the good in things. To enjoy the spring, the flowers, the bird song. Yes, I'm poor, but it taught me to appreciate what I have. "If I had the right to another life, I would live it with more mistakes." Life is one and we should not despair that things are not going well, that we are at a loss, because ... IT WILL NOT ALWAYS BE SO! :) Greetings to my Angel - Keeper D. but it taught me to appreciate what I have. "If I had the right to another life, I would live it with more mistakes." Life is one and we should not despair that things are not going well, that we are at a loss, because ... IT WILL NOT ALWAYS BE SO! :) Greetings to my Angel - Keeper D. but it taught me to appreciate what I have. "If I had the right to another life, I would live it with more mistakes." Life is one and we should not despair that things are not going well, that we are at a loss, because ... IT WILL NOT ALWAYS BE SO! :) Greetings to my Angel - Keeper D.

Last Updated
September 07, 2020
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