Hello, I want to share my story and I hope to find understanding ..and a little help >> I do not hesitate to say my name; My name is Maria, I'm 15 .. She's 19, she's the best and honestly my only real friend for 11 years .. We've been through a lot and I know that only she understands me even when I'm silent. Her parents are poor, elderly and very bad people. She doesn't look her age, and MUCH smaller, people don't like her because she's not beautiful, maybe it's cruel, but I've always been more liked by both and I've received everything. Now I want her to be happy. He is 16, the brother of her university colleague. He studies at my school and I see him every day. If my feelings for him were a momentary manifestation, I would withdraw, but I know that she plays with him and tells me and shows him every day. calls it another momentary "toy." But she is attached because she has found someone to pay attention to her. However, I like him .. and very much, I feel horror when he tells me what they went through ... but I am silent every day a little bit of me dies when she mentions his name and I pretend to be indifferent .. I feel great affection for him and I would do anything to be by my side, I don't want to hurt anyone .. but I can't fight with myself please help me ...
1 uncutlover55 answered
Abe, you are 15 !!! How could it not be momentary !!!? Don't pretend to be hit! How can you even ask for advice? No wonder. If you liked it well, but don't bother. You say it yourself - your best friend, she will hardly stay that way if you take her boyfriend, even if it means nothing to her.