Hi! I'm 15 years old. Until now mainly I have dealt with friends (boys) learning, fitness and vacations with ours. Two years ago, January, we landed for ski-in Pamporovo with my mother's cousin and her family. (Close people we often do) but this time they brought 2 friendly families with them. We had four families in a total of 10 children. Let them be with us. When we came to the hotel shiver. I saw the most beautiful girl in the world. (I'm not talking about having makeup or a haircut, and I just perceived it as the best) there are girls who are 1 day, and 2nd No. I do not know if this is due to makeup) and she's so pretty that I like her all the way. We met, we made friends talk from time to time and UP THERE. There are cases with which he does things with other guys, for example, to go somewhere. She seems to like it, but I'm really mad at her, and it makes me feel like I'm not with her. She's one year younger than me. Even dreaming it and while we were in Pamporovo the evening I was anxious to sleep to wake up again and see her. We've been collecting families for a long time, and we often see each other. That's all we're talking about. Do you think this whole thing is normal? I'm a normal boy, trained, neither fat nor weak, I'm not a geek or an open, and you can say 2 stories with me. I think the dream and the wait of tomorrow are weird. So far, I've never paid much attention to a girl, and they've gone a long way before my eyes. I'm starting to look for guilt in myself--that I'm ugly, that I don't have a well-shaped body and stuff. Maybe she's just not interested in me, and I have to give up. I started spying on her on Instagram. I look at her story only with girls taking pictures, not some courtesan with only boys standing. What am I to do? Impress her? Stay like this or give up? Please respond and give your opinions, because this beautiful creature is driving me crazy.
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