I Have To Help Myself, But I Can't ...

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Hello. In the next few months I was exposed to a lot of stress, adding that I am a person who experiences everything more, I try not to care, but I always think about things that I can not control. All this had a hell of a bad effect on my body and I started getting a palpitation (I should note that I had it again in such a difficult period, but over time it just faded away). It had reappeared recently, but this time I began to feel as if my heart was pounding, I couldn't catch my breath, I was being swept by hot flashes, all within seconds to minutes. I was very scared and went to a cardiologist. He gave me a cardiogram, an echocardiogram, everything was normal, he said that my heart was healthy, I just had a fast heartbeat (sinus tachycardia). He prescribed me herbal pills and supplements to regulate my heart rate. I calmed down that everything was fine until last week when before I went to bed this happened to me again, I started sweating, this feeling like skipping appeared again, I thought I was dying (this feeling made me even worse). In my panic I called an ambulance, but since I was able to speak except that I was trembling, they did not come immediately, I waited at least an hour. They measured my blood, a cardiogram on the spot, everything was fine (then I had calmed down and my heart rate was normal). I can't understand what's happening to me, are these panic attacks because I really went through a lot of stress? I am currently abroad, quite far from home, I think when I go home after 4 months to visit a psychologist, because this feeling appears sometimes and is really very unpleasant, it drives me crazy, I can not lead a normal life because it is constantly in my thoughts we. I remember what it was just a few months ago when I didn't have these complaints and I'm starting to get depressed. I don't have real problems, I film about everything, I think about the worst case scenario, the people around me love and support me, I create my own problems. Even suicide went through my head because I don't know what's happening to me. Please give me advice on how to deal, is there anyone who has been through such a period?

Last Updated
September 14, 2020
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josiemusgravephoto

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