I Have No Idea What To Do

   Well, learn to kiss ... Catch a friend and so on :) Plus you don't have to be a slave to age or you like it the way you are or not ...

   Put ice cream in a small cup, as comfortable as you can take it with your tongue and you will learn to kiss. I used to do this before I didn't know how to kiss. And you will become very good at kissing, try darling, it works. And good luck at the meeting. And for your age, you better tell him it's not good to hide, and sooner or later, no matter how much you keep it a secret, he will understand. Tell him that you acted this way because you thought he would reject you or something, but don't save anything and don't pretend to be great, the boy who liked you will like you no matter how much you are.

   I agree and even if you don't like it (unlikely) don't worry, you will find a better partner. But still lucky :) :) :) !!