I Have Never Had A Boyfriend / Boyfriend For More Than 2-3 Days!

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I've been reading here for a long time and I still don't dare to share it with you. I am 19 years old and I can say with shame that I have never had a friend / boyfriend for more than 2-3 days. I'm not ugly, I just don't know where the problem is, I have contacts for one day or just plain sex for one night. I tried and it still doesn't work. He started going out with someone and on the 3rd day he already makes me angry and suffocates me, and the other time I suffer from loneliness. The problem is I know it, but I can't figure out how to deal with it. It must be afraid of the unknown hah what an irony there were moments when I think I met the right person we get closer and suddenly something pushes me away and I start to wander again I'm tired of these games and I start to come to terms with the thought that you will left only with fleeting contacts. I'm sorry if I bored you, I just needed to share it.

Last Updated
July 28, 2020
Author:
amaturejock

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