I feel like the biggest rag on the planet. I always give my all, I give everything, I don't spare my feelings, I give all my love and I don't even wait for something in return. And yet it weighs on me that never before, no one has loved me. Maybe I challenge people to treat me like a rag, to use me, squeeze me and throw me away. And not only are the men in my life reluctant to bond emotionally, but my family has rejected me. Even with my closest people I can't get support and love - I'm too eccentric for them, I'm haho, I don't fit into our decent family .. I can't share my grief outside the site, I can't even cry in front of someone . I'm always smiling, I'm always very "happy" and positive, but I burn, it hurts terribly. My friends are used to pouring out all their grief and sharing everything with me, and I can't even be honest with them. And obviously with this distancing I deserve the attitude of others .. I feel doomed, leper, I feel that there is something wrong with me otherwise why no one has loved me so far .. Thank you for your time
1 HornyAmira answered
Dear girl, know that what you do is beautiful and one day this kindness will come back to you and it will triple you. I know it from experience. All you need is faith and patience and everything will be fine. Kisses from Dafe ..