I Have Mental Problems

The Story

Dear people, I am 21 years old, I need help, but I am afraid to talk to a psychiatrist about these things, and I think I need one. From the side, I'm a normal girl, but I actually have problems. I worry too much about all sorts of little things, I'm scared and I'm constantly tense, I have a habit that I can't give up for a long time, I can hardly find peace, my soul is still tense and worried about something, my mood is constantly there, I'm here cheerfully, I cry a lot for all sorts of things. Most of all, I'm afraid I'm suffering from OCD - (Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder), I think about things I don't really want to think about, and I have nothing to do with them. I would say that I have 90% of the symptoms of this disease. I do stupid things that I feel obligated to do — for example — touch a certain object, a certain number of times and the like. I also keep various objects and clothes, although I don't wear them because I think that if I throw them away, something very bad will happen. My first state of OCD was when I realized that I had parasites - out of fear I fell into a crisis, for days, even months I roared, I locked myself at home and trembled with fear and terror. I don't even want to remember. The next such situation was for death. Constant thoughts of death tormented me constantly. Lying down and waking up are the same thing. The bad thing is that after passing one such state, I fall into another. My brain never leaves me alone. There's always something to worry about, and I can't control it. It's complicated, yes ... So, let me ask you, how do you overcome stress and depression? Advise me something to banish my gloomy thoughts! Or at least something what to do every day to cheer me up and give me strength. Any post-sleep caption to read? Whatever ... just be nice.

Last Updated
September 27, 2020
Author:
wherethelightgetsin

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