Hello! Let me tell you about me and my problem. I am a 16 year old girl and I am a maniac on the subject of appearance. When I was 12-13 years old, I constantly received insults like, "You're ugly" or "Get well, look what you look like." One day I got tired and started to change. I changed my hair, my style of dress, I lost weight. Then the insults subsided, but it was not enough for me to be an ordinary girl, I wanted to stand out, I wanted the boys to play leagues on me. At 15 (last year) I made a drastic change again, even some people at first failed to recognize me. I started to behave so to speak muffin. So far, I'm like that ... every day before I go out, I even spend at least 1 hour at the store for a haircut. We are on vacation now, but when we were at school I got up at 4:30 in the morning, given that the classes started at 7:30. I spent 3 hours just for my appearance. And despite these 3 hours, I still didn't like something in my vision, I always had a huge mirror and a comb in my textbook bag, as well as make-up, I even wore a hair straightener. And I'm never happy with the end result. Whenever I pass by shop windows, I always look around, and if a man doesn't look at me on the street, it means to me that I don't look good enough. I know it's very stupid, but I'm tired already .... the only thing that makes me happy is that this mania did not affect my success - I finished with 5. 50 Whenever I pass by shop windows, I always look around, and if a man doesn't look at me on the street, it means to me that I don't look good enough. I know it's very stupid, but I'm tired already .... the only thing that makes me happy is that this mania did not affect my success - I finished with 5. 50 Whenever I pass by shop windows, I always look around, and if a man doesn't look at me on the street, it means to me that I don't look good enough. I know it's very stupid, but I'm tired already .... the only thing that makes me happy is that this mania did not affect my success - I finished with 5. 50
1 sfsexualhealer answered
And I'm exactly the same. I'm constantly looking around, there's still something wrong with me ... I'm a complete maniac on this topic. But I don't understand why you turned into a muffin? That's how you stand out from the other girls in the bad way. Be yourself, keep yourself not bad. Nobody is perfect! Emphasize your good features. Look for tricks and techniques in makeup. There are many similar ones on Youtube and try to be different so you will be beautiful. There are no ugly women, there are unsupported !!