Hello! A ban story ... But, mine! A year and a half ago I met a woman (or a woman with me). Well it happened quickly and very spontaneously. I picked up the phone, a meeting after the second, third hop took a while and we went to bed. So far so good! However, the features are a bit spicy! Child, husband (12 years younger) and 14 years married. I guess everything is correct. I'm 40, she's 42 (I realized it in a year and ...) A wonderful and harmonious story if there is no tickling. Well, this one has! She dances every Tuesday and Thursday. We dance together, the steps are amazing and they are becoming more and more beautiful! Always with a flower, a bottle of wine, a lot of caresses amazing sex. I am starting to look at this woman as something different, she treats me perfectly. But, the moment of guilt comes. And from that moment on, things fell apart. No, she could or not now .... It's good to talk only about separation. I, I managed to prevent it several times ... I call her every day and she calls me! The next day I called, the nightmare began! It closes when I pick it up I'm guilty of all this .... Well, I still don't know what? !? !? Someone was taking pictures of us at the entrance. I warmed up, it's my fault! Worse, I did it! I was furious, but I regained my composure in time. However, I became sick, sad and felt very sorry for myself! Well, I did my best, I kept her from getting caught! I didn't want to be the reason for the separation. If there was one, why should it be me. I wanted her next to me not out of coercion but out of desire! Accordingly, we stopped seeing each other. It hurt a lot, I admit. He blamed me, but I was not guilty. I confess I wanted to catch the culprit who sent the photos to her legal. Which I don't even know. I gathered everything and dumped it in front of them, a horrible act indeed. But I didn't want to remind her of her!
I had a strange feeling of betrayal (right or wrong). Three months later she came on her own. I prayed! Don't come with bad I don't need such behavior. I did not wish you harm and I helped you with whatever you allowed me to do. I would never hurt you. I put up with the words, swallowed even things that no other man would! So don't come with any malice, because I don't want to see you in such a situation. Yes, we are together, but hell! Every time, he constantly blames me. And I'm not silent anymore. Don't call, don't be nice. Why are you here? He couldn't take it anymore. As much as I'm sorry, I can't fix anything. Me, my family .... And, this has already bothered me very seriously. I am patient but I have a limit. I wanted to see if it would work. It's possible to do it, and probably give it a try. It looks broken there. But not! I withdrew !! I don't call, I don't ask if I'll see you! I want it terribly! But I can't ... pride, the fact that he doesn't appreciate me even for the time we spend bored me. I think I deserve more. I always responded to what she asked for. But this woman does not deserve my good treatment .... Or no one! It's just pretty hard for me. I know it doesn't make any sense. I'm literally on the verge of collapsing (it's absurd, but true) I wake up several times a night! I was wrong, married to a child (who is a good kid) Love was blind (let me add deaf and makes you a teenager) And, just to be able to get it out of my head .... Somewhere maybe there is someone, or better yet I'm alone ... I know it doesn't make any sense. I'm literally on the verge of collapsing (it's absurd, but true) I wake up several times a night! To be wrong, married with a child (who is a good kid) Love was blind (let me add deaf and makes you a teenager) And, just to be able to get it out of my head .... Somewhere maybe there is someone, or better yet I'm alone ... I know it doesn't make any sense. I'm literally on the verge of collapsing (it's absurd, but true) I wake up several times a night! I was wrong, married to a child (who is a good kid) Love was blind (let me add deaf and makes you a teenager) And, just to be able to get it out of my head .... Somewhere maybe there is someone, or better yet I'm alone ...