My story is very long, I don't know whether to tell it to you from the beginning or to shorten it a bit. I can't write very well and I hope you understand me anyway. I am 20 years old, yesterday I had a birthday on which I spent as boring and sad as I do every day. Girl. I am a student in Burgas and my friend is from here, but the problem is that apart from him and his friends who are really nice to me, I do not have my friends with whom to go out and have fun. I have but they are only known and they think of me two or three times a month. I feel unhappy with the fact that since I have lived here, I always cry a lot for something and especially when I am left alone. (I'm left alone because I really don't have anyone to call, my people are gone, there's no one on my mind to spend more time with him, to have fun, to share with him, etc., I don't have a FRIEND) And this ruins me, because when I return to my hometown, which happens very rarely, I see my real friends, and I'm sad that they are far away, that I have been living in Burgas for a year and I can't find people like them I can count on. And I don't want to move to another city because I love my friend and I don't want to leave him. I just don't know what else to tell you, because I feel very sad and that's why I cry so often, my friend understands me but he doesn't change the fact that I'm unhappy without FRIENDS :( That's why I have no desire to get a job, I have no desire to learn about university, I wake up in the morning sad and without desire for anything, and before I was not such a person, I did not have such problems, since I live here I started to feel like this, I have found friends everywhere else,
1 kendal_fox answered
I don't know what kind of friend you're talking about after you say, "I don't have a FRIEND to share with. If you really loved your boyfriend, you wouldn't feel so unhappy wherever you are. And those who think of you from time to time don't they are no friends of yours, if they are the same people you call "true friends." Believe me, there are no real friends, only acquaintances. for your own skin and to keep the bone you have bitten / understand friend, lover / then you understand that everyone pursues their own interest and is not interested in the other. A person of 2x20 years old tells you. Try to evaluate the friendship / to what extent so to speak / to the boy next to you and don't get so caught up in "friends".