I Have A Huge Feeling Of Inferiority.

The Story

Hello. I am 25 years old and I want to share with you to give me advice on how to deal with my problem. For as long as I can remember, I have been weak. I can't gain at least a little weight. I am almost 2 meters tall and I am only 70 kg. I am constantly teased that I am weak, even at home my mother just repeats "And eat. You are very weak ..." I closed myself in, I do not go out I do not meet friends at all ... no social life. I recently liked a girl. Everything was going well, but once he told me that I looked feminine because I was very thin, gentle with long legs, etc. This spilled the cup and totally evaporated my little self-confidence that I had. I am gentle and feminine. I'm ashamed to wear shorts and T-shirts because that makes me look even more convulsive. I don't know what to do anymore. Now you will say eat more stop smoking. About them - I've never smoked. I can't eat anymore why that means I have to overeat. I eat regularly, normally. I'm not hungry. I feel indescribable anger at myself. I can't look at myself and I don't like myself at all. I feel like a jerk and no one takes me seriously. The girls don't even notice me and it's understandable. Most of them like stronger boys, or at least with normal proportions. This is up and down. Excuse me for the confused thought but at the moment I have a mess in my head.

Last Updated
September 01, 2020
Author:
bartender422

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