I Hate It!!!

The Story

Hello! I want to share my story with the readers of the site. I am a regular visitor to the site and I want to share another life story from my personal life! I am 17 years old. I have a relationship with a 20-year-old boy. We have been together for 3 years. At the beginning of our relationship it was a teenage story, but I lost everything. He is a student I am in 11th grade. He studies in another city, but does not go very often. 3 years ago when it all started it was child's play. No one had any idea what he was doing. I was fascinated by him, he was not next to me at all. But then everything changed. I was 14 years old when we started a "relationship" for 3 years we are inseparable. He is my first and only to memento. A year ago. My feelings began to cool. I feel like I don't love him anymore, there's no thrill like before, I have no personal life. He is terribly jealous, I have no friends and I can't go out with anyone. I work as a waitress and singer in a restaurant. He is always dissatisfied when he goes to work, he constantly takes my phones and hangs out with me at work. All this is hellishly inconvenient, not only for me, but also for others. Until a few months ago, everything was down - up on rails, until the moment he started rude to me and reached out. Everything was getting out of control with each passing day. I didn't want to be with him, I told him many times, he didn't want to hear me and I came home with various bruises on me. This was becoming unbearable. He took exams. I hid from him, I didn't pick up the phone, I went to work almost every day. During this time I met a friend (with whom I had stopped seeing because of his jealousy) While my friend was gone, I started going out with him and it all got rough! I cheated on him, we cheated every day, for about 2 weeks! Every day! The new boy went to England on a brigade, he is a student of 23. At the moment we are constantly talking to him, he is ready for anything for me and wants the moment that comes if I have not terminated my relationship with my friend, he to end it with good or bad, because he himself saw the bruises on my body. He is currently in England for ... less than 2 months. He has to come on November 27. I want to end my relationship with my friend. I feel like married, like a prisoner, .. I don't know even worse !!! I don't care if my new friend will be with me after he returns to Bulgaria, even if I'm alone, I don't want to be with my old friend. It hurts me too much, I can't part with it, my mother can't do anything, and my brother and I are big friends! My father is gone. I feel terrible, with each passing day everything gets worse! Tell me what to do. He constantly threatens me that if I leave him he will make my life black and lurk for a relationship with someone and then we will both feel sorry for him! I don't want anyone to suffer for me, I would give anything just to be without him! Please help me! Tell me how to end this pointless relationship! How to stop this horror! I am still young and I want to see the beauty of life. Help me to be happy! Thank you in advance! and my brother and I have big friends! My father is gone. I feel terrible, with each passing day everything gets worse! Tell me what to do. He constantly threatens me that if I leave him he will make my life black and lurk for a relationship with someone and then we will both feel sorry for him! I don't want anyone to suffer for me, I would give anything just to be without him! Please help me! Tell me how to end this pointless relationship! How to stop this horror! I am still young and I want to see the beauty of life. Help me to be happy! Thank you in advance! and my brother and I have big friends! My father is gone. I feel terrible, with each passing day everything gets worse! Tell me what to do. He constantly threatens me that if I leave him he will make my life black and lurk for a relationship with someone and then we will both feel sorry for him! I don't want anyone to suffer for me, I would give anything just to be without him! Please help me! Tell me how to end this pointless relationship! How to stop this horror! I am still young and I want to see the beauty of life. Help me to be happy! Thank you in advance! I don't want anyone to suffer for me, I would give anything just to be without him! Please help me! Tell me how to end this pointless relationship! How to stop this horror! I am still young and I want to see the beauty of life. Help me to be happy! Thank you in advance! I don't want anyone to suffer for me, I would give anything just to be without him! Please help me! Tell me how to end this pointless relationship! How to stop this horror! I am still young and I want to see the beauty of life. Help me to be happy! Thank you in advance!

Last Updated
October 04, 2020
Author:
bigboywes

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