I Had Sex With Him And I Keep Thinking About Him.

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Hi. I don't know if I'm expecting advice or just someone who's been in a similar situation, but that's my story:I had just started working and fell in love at first sight in a boy who was my colleague. I didn't want to believe it myself because I'm afraid to fall in love or like someone at all, it's very rare, but I thought in my mind how it was different from others in my character and behavior, and I realized that I really liked them. We talked, and he asked me if I had a boyfriend, I told him I didn't have one, and so did he. I was wondering if he was asking me to be in a fairy tale or if he was really interested in me. One night I had gone out with friends, and when I came back to us I decided to call him because he lives near me, but I had never seen him around home. He came without suspecting anything like I did but we had sex but I was very inadequate and even lost my moments, the next day went to work. I was wondering what to say to him after talking, otherwise normal 2 3 times I called him to come again, but he told me he was at work because he drove more hours and didn't have time and next time he told me I wouldn't focus again. Days passed, I got angry and started calling him and insulting him, he stopped my messages. I tried to make things right, but it seemed like they were getting worse and worse. After a while, I started to see him playing and he called after me to tell me something but he was with friends and I was afraid of being mocked and I was wearing headphones and I didn't take them off because I was afraid of what I was going to hear. I texted him again after that, but to no avail. I messed up a lot but I really like it just a long time ago it hadn't happened and all the emotion became all over it/. What would you say I just want to hear from people I don't know :) Because friends are reassuring me that he's going to call me sooner or later.

Last Updated
June 15, 2020
Author:
nectar_inee

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