I Had Better Have Died

The Story

A while ago I realized something that finally finished me ... I have no one to tell but everything I feel in the real way that only I feel .... Half of the people are not interested, and the other half will jump to heaven with joy because of my problems ... And so I got here, I don't care if you read everything to the end, I just want to know that all this terrible pain is told somewhere .... He cheated on me! Again! Again! I'm the fool ... I'm the naive person who believed him and trusted him again! I ... I'm so pathetic I'm pathetic, but how can someone be so mean, damn it .... Why can't I understand what kind of person this is ... He was here minutes ago - he looked me in the eyes and my said he loved me ... love what is this love And why is something like this happening to me? Me? the man who gives kindness to him, the man who always thinks first of him instead of himself .... I am the one who would jump into the fire for him ... me ... and he once again looked me in the eye and lied to me. What kind of person is this ... And what kind of person am I, what naivety ... I swear there are no words to describe how terrible I feel, how horrified, shocked and infinitely disappointed I am. I prefer to have died instead of experiencing this again ....

Last Updated
October 24, 2020
Author:
dunk

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