Hello! We have been married for 12 years. We have been through a lot of crises, like all families, but we have always managed to overcome them. I would say that when we share with each other, things are sorted out and we successfully move forward, holding hands. The last thing that bothered me, after the birth of our second child, I suffered from a lack of attention - he went out with friends, to the gym, training and it can be said that he came home to dinner and sleep. There were no moments of intimacy at all, but they were either interrupted by the children or in the morning while they were still asleep, or he was overwhelmed by work and fell asleep soon after. I understood the situation, but like any woman I needed caresses - accidental touch, caress, not pure sex. This period lasted nearly 2 years, led me to constant grumbling and reproach, to the thought that if we continue like this, our marriage will fall apart.
We decided to hire a babysitter to look after the children a few nights a week to have time for each other. Things went well - we started going out together, taking time just for ourselves, to be more intimate than before. I returned to the normal rhythm. I have everything to feel satisfied in my marriage. And just at that moment, when I said again: "I am happy", a man appeared in our lives. This man has magnetism on a purely physical level. The circumstances are such that every day (my husband and I) spend time together. I can't look him in the eye, my face flares when my gaze meets his. To be clear, I don't want anything from this man. What I feel is discomfort in his presence. If I analyze what I know about him as a character, as qualities - I don't like anything and I put a minus everywhere. I think about it and add minus, after minus so that I can overcome the situation. I tried to hypothetically imagine that I was cheating on this man. I was disgusted. I rule out the option of giving in to anything. This is just a beautiful package. My behavior is childish, primitive. I realize the huge risk and I don't want to get in trouble. The problem is that I want to control this situation, to be able to control myself in his presence, to be cool. At times, I look at him just to see if I have the strength to look at him without blushing. Please advice! How can I look him in the eyes without trembling and blushing? I remind you that I cannot avoid it. I tried to hypothetically imagine that I was cheating on this man. I was disgusted. I rule out the option of giving in to anything. This is just a beautiful package.
My behavior is childish, primitive. I realize the huge risk and I don't want to get in trouble. The problem is that I want to control this situation, to be able to control myself in his presence, to be cool. At times, I look at him just to see if I have the strength to look at him without blushing. Please advice! How can I look him in the eyes without trembling and blushing? I remind you that I cannot avoid it. I tried to hypothetically imagine that I was cheating on this man. I was disgusted. I rule out the option of giving in to anything. This is just a beautiful package. My behavior is childish, primitive. I realize the huge risk and I don't want to get in trouble. The problem is that I want to control this situation, to be able to control myself in his presence, to be cool. At times, I look at him just to see if I have the strength to look at him without blushing. Please advice! How can I look him in the eyes without trembling and blushing? I remind you that I cannot avoid it. I realize the huge risk and I don't want to get in trouble. The problem is that I want to control this situation, to be able to control myself in his presence, to be cool. At times, I look at him just to see if I have the strength to look at him without blushing.
Please advice! How can I look him in the eyes without trembling and blushing? I remind you that I cannot avoid it. I realize the huge risk and I don't want to get in trouble. The problem is that I want to control this situation, to be able to control myself in his presence, to be cool. At times, I look at him just to see if I have the strength to look at him without blushing. Please advice! How can I look him in the eyes without trembling and blushing? I remind you that I cannot avoid it.