I Get Depressed, I Feel Unhappy Because Everyone Hates Me

   I don't hate you and it's not true that everyone hates you, just get up at 18 and move out and you'll still be able to find a job and a place to live. It's not just you in this state.

   Life has never been honest. The world is a very hypocritical and insidious place. There is a lot of pain on the ground ... But don't end your life! Live for yourself, and show that you are SOMEONE! But it is dishonesty that gives us the courage to keep going, because the lessons learned help us. Have goals, and live with confidence. Show that you will win life in his own game. Life is in front of you, live it. So at least you will know that you tried :) While reading your story, I wondered if I did not write it .. But the difference is that I already have the will to live. Find her too :)

   Once you become an adult, go to work at sea seasonal work without telling yours. Gather the most necessary luggage. When you return, find a place to stay, a cheap room with some lonely elderly people in exchange for taking care of them, for example, shopping for them. But in no case do not go back to yours, when you go to school you can work part-time in your free time. There was a girl from the next class who lived only in a dormitory, supported herself by working at night and came to school during the day, it was difficult, but she managed and when we finished she went to study in London! So I believe that you will manage too, just don't give up. The other option is for you to go to the social services, they will give you either to foster parents or to a home or dormitory at SOS Children's Villages. A friend of mine lived with his alcoholic father in an unimaginable misery in a basement meter by meter, mice and rats passed by them, went to school with no torn clothes and everyone helped him in any way they could, the teachers gave notebooks and clothes from their children, and I I also gave him clothes, the wipers and they gave him from their children, arranged for him to eat for free in the chair. Then, in the 9th grade, his aunt was a teacher at his new school and somehow arranged for him to go to a youth dormitory at the SOS Children's Villages and get him out of misery. The conditions in their dormitory were not bad at all, they were in a new building with joinery, the rooms were colorful, nicely furnished, they brought them catering, gave them pockets, took them a week at sea and 5 days in the mountains in summer, bought them textbooks, clothes for the sea. . He had become a radically different person there,

   Study to become a student, you will live in a dormitory, then you can go on brigades, you will meet many people, you will earn money.

   Honey, you'll be done soon. You will move out, you will find a job. Slowly, but surely, you will go up and realize that everything taken away from you in your childhood will happen to you. You will have a wonderful life, I'm sure! :) I wish you success! F16

   Study, enroll in a dormitory, get a scholarship, and when you can - look for a job in a cafe or restaurant. If you need a signature from yours for the job - lie to them that you will help them financially. They will sign up immediately. Fight and get out of there. Good luck and don't give up! Emanuela 25g.