Hello, everyone. I am writing not to give me any advice, but simply to share it with someone. I don't have any "serious" problem like "my boyfriend dumped me", I just got a lot of it recently and I feel like I'm going to explode from the inside. I am 14 and this year I was admitted to the Mathematical High School in Plovdiv. But now that the school year has begun, we are overburdened. the system and the way of learning is completely different from the one I studied with before and I still can't communicate and get used to the new. Apart from the fact that the material became complicated from the very beginning and comes to me a lot. The other is that I have been in a bad relationship with ours for a long time. No matter how hard I try to avoid quarrels and quarrels in us, they always find something (no matter how insignificant) to scold me for .. I haven't slept for several nights because of such stories .. One day before we started school, my mother was so angry that she even opened the door for me and most seriously told me to leave us and not come back ... I didn't go out, but that's not the question. And why did we quarrel Because I didn't know what I was going to do the next day at the opening of the new school year. In such cases, I wish I had someone by my side. Not a friend or relative, but a closer person to share with (you understood me, I meant my boy) .. Here, this raises the other problem .. I want it! But he obviously doesn't want me ... I haven't had a friend for a long time (about 1 year already), simply because I hadn't found someone different from the others. But now it's not like that .. I've been in love with him for several months .. I'm not saying I love him, I just need him to be close to me .. Apparently he doesn't need me and that makes me more or less sick .. Even ("one of my melancholy days, when I stood with my head in my hands and wondered if I should go outside, and in the end I stayed in the same position") I wrote a poem .. A little sentimental and cliché but .. :) About cover on top of that for a while now some flu has been raging and at the moment I can't move from the pain. I did not sleep for several nights due to pain and fever. All this is not who knows what, but just when they give me things like that, and I don't have a close person with whom to share them (as I emphasized above) and I have the feeling that I will explode from the inside ... Thanks in advance to those who read all this. best regards- Slyn4o (: ) I wrote a poem .. A little sentimental and cliché but .. :) To top it all off, for some time now some flu has been raging and at the moment I can't move from the pain. I did not sleep for several nights due to pain and fever. All this is not who knows what, but just when they give me things like that, and I don't have a close person with whom to share them (as I emphasized above) and I have the feeling that I will explode from the inside ... Thanks in advance to those who read all this. best regards- Slyn4o (: ) I wrote a poem .. A little sentimental and cliché but .. :) To top it all off, for some time now some flu has been raging and at the moment I can't move from the pain. I did not sleep for several nights due to pain and fever. All this is not who knows what, but just when they give me things like that, and I don't have a close person with whom to share them (as I emphasized above) and I have the feeling that I will explode from the inside ... Thanks in advance to those who read all this. best regards- Slyn4o (: and I don't have a close person to share them with (as I emphasized above) and I have the feeling that I will explode from the inside ... Thanks in advance to those who read all this. best regards- Slyn4o (: and I don't have a close person to share them with (as I emphasized above) and I have the feeling that I will explode from the inside ... Thanks in advance to those who read all this. best regards- Slyn4o (:
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Hello. First of all, congratulations on entering the math high school as a person who graduated a few years ago and still sees the benefits of it. Second - do not give up. Life is hard. I know it's a cliché, but it's true. But I will give you different advice - do not try to please everyone and everyone, this will make you the worst. The material at school is not so nasty, and besides, the first year you will study hard in a language (whether English, German or French), and the other subjects are less like classes and are not so difficult. If you really have problems in some areas or teachers, write, we will push one shoulder;) And if sometimes your mother tells you to go out and not come back, get up and go out. Go to a friend, have coffee with someone and turn off your phone. Even with the police finding you, from now on your mother will measure her words and be more careful. And lastly for the boys - there are many. If he doesn't like you - there are enough who would pay attention to a smart girl. Just go out more :) Come on and make it more fun, half the mood is in your mood. Greetings, Mite