I Gathered A Lot

The Story

Hello, everyone. I am writing not to give me any advice, but simply to share it with someone. I don't have any "serious" problem like "my boyfriend dumped me", I just got a lot of it recently and I feel like I'm going to explode from the inside. I am 14 and this year I was admitted to the Mathematical High School in Plovdiv. But now that the school year has begun, we are overburdened. the system and the way of learning is completely different from the one I studied with before and I still can't communicate and get used to the new. Apart from the fact that the material became complicated from the very beginning and comes to me a lot. The other is that I have been in a bad relationship with ours for a long time. No matter how hard I try to avoid quarrels and quarrels in us, they always find something (no matter how insignificant) to scold me for .. I haven't slept for several nights because of such stories .. One day before we started school, my mother was so angry that she even opened the door for me and most seriously told me to leave us and not come back ... I didn't go out, but that's not the question. And why did we quarrel Because I didn't know what I was going to do the next day at the opening of the new school year. In such cases, I wish I had someone by my side. Not a friend or relative, but a closer person to share with (you understood me, I meant my boy) .. Here, this raises the other problem .. I want it! But he obviously doesn't want me ... I haven't had a friend for a long time (about 1 year already), simply because I hadn't found someone different from the others. But now it's not like that .. I've been in love with him for several months .. I'm not saying I love him, I just need him to be close to me .. Apparently he doesn't need me and that makes me more or less sick .. Even ("one of my melancholy days, when I stood with my head in my hands and wondered if I should go outside, and in the end I stayed in the same position") I wrote a poem .. A little sentimental and cliché but .. :) About cover on top of that for a while now some flu has been raging and at the moment I can't move from the pain. I did not sleep for several nights due to pain and fever. All this is not who knows what, but just when they give me things like that, and I don't have a close person with whom to share them (as I emphasized above) and I have the feeling that I will explode from the inside ... Thanks in advance to those who read all this. best regards- Slyn4o (: ) I wrote a poem .. A little sentimental and cliché but .. :) To top it all off, for some time now some flu has been raging and at the moment I can't move from the pain. I did not sleep for several nights due to pain and fever. All this is not who knows what, but just when they give me things like that, and I don't have a close person with whom to share them (as I emphasized above) and I have the feeling that I will explode from the inside ... Thanks in advance to those who read all this. best regards- Slyn4o (: ) I wrote a poem .. A little sentimental and cliché but .. :) To top it all off, for some time now some flu has been raging and at the moment I can't move from the pain. I did not sleep for several nights due to pain and fever. All this is not who knows what, but just when they give me things like that, and I don't have a close person with whom to share them (as I emphasized above) and I have the feeling that I will explode from the inside ... Thanks in advance to those who read all this. best regards- Slyn4o (: and I don't have a close person to share them with (as I emphasized above) and I have the feeling that I will explode from the inside ... Thanks in advance to those who read all this. best regards- Slyn4o (: and I don't have a close person to share them with (as I emphasized above) and I have the feeling that I will explode from the inside ... Thanks in advance to those who read all this. best regards- Slyn4o (:

Last Updated
October 06, 2020
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sabrina_men

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