I Fell Into A "hole"

Hi friends, Let's start with the fact that I'm 17 years old. You must be wondering what kind of hole I'm talking about. It's about the fact that last year I had wonderful love moments. I had a serious girlfriend, but it was over in 6 months. Then I had another one that I fell madly in love with, but that ended in 2 months because theirs didn't allow us to be together. Anyway ... Ever since I ended my relationship with my last girlfriend (the one we dated for 2 months) I've been in what I call a "sleepless period". It's about the fact that not only do I not have a boyfriend, I'm in complete disrepair. These were not first sad nights of suffering in the past, they were not numerous attempts at connection. I was cut every time. The strangest thing is that I've always been liked by girls, and now suddenly nothing, absolutely nothing ... I've been in this "hole" for more than 8 months and I have to admit it kills me. My best years and my last free teenage moments are empty and sad. Some people say I have to act, I act the way I've acted before, but it doesn't, the girls just don't like me in that special way. I communicate a lot with girls at the moment, but still friendly and funny. It's just that no girl I know or see, whether she will be at school, on the street, or in training (I train volleyball) shows interest in me. And all my acquaintances, there is always a girl who likes them, whether it will be ugly, full, stupid, a little .... It doesn't matter if someone likes them and I don't like any, NOT a single girl of any kind. I don't know people what's wrong with me, am I to blame? !! Is it my fault? Appearance neat, I get compliments even from girls, but so much ...

My demeanor is cool. Jokes and jokes, funny stories telling the truth in the eyes, maybe a little sarcasm at times. But there is nothing on my horizon. It doesn't seem to exist, and it really disappoints me, depresses me, demoralizes me, despairs me and all sorts of other "bad" words. Maybe sometimes I think that everything comes from the fact that I'm not from the model I like today and he is the following: 1. Haircut naked head (rarely 1, number 2) 2. Bad ass posture (to pretend of bad and gangster) 3. To walk on levers or BOXING (show "strength" this way) I am of another breed. I've found myself, I don't want to pretend to be a bad boy because I'm not. I don't want to pretend to be strong because I am. The sport gave me a lot like physics, height, strength, etc. I have a Stanislav Manolev style hairstyle and a light beard style 50 Cent. This is my style, don't girls of my age like that so much ??? Or am I too uninterested? !! Why the hell do you like being fake today, drinking, shaking and being bad ... Why don't you like normal things? My situation in which I am after this 6 month relationship + my falling in love after that, do not reflect well on me. Please give me an opinion as read above.

What can I do for God? !! I want a serious relationship with a girl who doesn't put it on with the first person she meets. Isn't that too much nowadays? Why don't they like normal things? My situation in which I am after this 6 month relationship + my falling in love after that, does not affect me well. Please give me an opinion as read above. What can I do for God? !! I want a serious relationship with a girl who doesn't put it on with the first person she meets. Isn't that too much nowadays? Why don't they like normal things? My situation in which I am after this 6 month relationship + my falling in love after that, does not affect me well. Please give me an opinion as read above. What can I do for God? !! I want a serious relationship with a girl who doesn't put it on with the first person she meets. Isn't that too much nowadays?