I've been dating a 1-year-old boy ... but lately the thrill has been lost. I don't want to kiss him so much or think so much about sex. I fell in love with another boy, but I suppress my feelings, I don't want to rush and suffer ... my friend does an infinite amount, but he has neglected himself a little, he doesn't keep his hair, he has let it go and looks like a tramp, and I always look good. .. several times I am impressed and that his penis smells I do not know if from poor hygiene or just a specific smell ... I'm harassed, I'm still 19 years old and the relationship is very serious ... I want to cry but it does not work ... or maybe for a day ... or maybe I'm afraid to dump him because he doesn't deserve it ... or there is no point in doing it I don't know maybe I'm lying that it is so or not ... the other boy and very cool has a great demeanor look and inside ---- many times I talked to him on all sorts of topics ... I often look at him in pictures I even dream of him ... and my friend started dreaming that I was cheating on him ... I think about the other .... I think I have to suppress this passion for the other and stay with mine because after a while ... it's important what he does for me ... but this thrill .. I feel guilty as garbage ... kind of bad. What do you think is right?
1 dorothea1 answered
Well, apparently you really didn't love this serious friend of yours. There is a huge difference between falling in love and affection. You better break up and try with the other boy. F20