I will try to be brief. I am 39 years old, married with a small child. Nearly two years ago, I started an innocent flirtation with a colleague who is 20 years older than me. I didn't have a child then, I was freer, my husband traveled a lot. I've had a lot of boyfriends, but I've never experienced such an incredible attraction to a man. Even when I saw him and felt that something was happening between us. I'm sure he felt it too. And so, word for word, we began to hear each other often on the phone, in the evening we had long conversations, in the morning we drank coffee, etc., but only so much that we did not have sex. Then we stopped talking for a while, he was busy, we heard each other less and less. A few months passed and I realized that I was pregnant (from my husband, of course). I tried to forget about him, I forced myself and I almost succeeded, but at the same time he called and invited me to their place, something I wanted so much. I refused because I was 4 months pregnant and then I actually decided to end it once and for all, I still have a family, I'm expecting a child. Time passed, I gave birth to a wonderful child who filled my time completely. He called me once and told him that I had a baby and since then I have not heard or seen him. So until I got back to work and saw him again. I shivered like a leaf, my heart would leap. No man has ever made me feel that way. I started thinking about him again and again, looking for opportunities to see him and so on to this day. For his part, however, nothing. But I am convinced that he is not indifferent to me and if I am more persistent we will get to bed, and this is what I want a lot. On the other hand, I have a family and I care about it, I don't know if it won't entangle the threads at all. I do not know what to do He is divorced and lives alone.
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And we have to support you I guess?