I Feel Strange

The Story

Hello! I don't even know if it makes sense to write, because it might sound ridiculous from the side, but I still decided to take advantage of the anonymity of the site. I'm 18, girl. I have 1 year left and I will finish my secondary education. That's my problem. I'm terribly sentimental, and when I'm about to part with something I'm used to, it's terribly difficult. The truth is, I don't want to graduate, unlike my other classmates, for whom "life now began." I just can not. Thinking that next year the sending will coincide with my birthday ... The memories that are in my mind will pass through me like a movie tape and I will certainly cry ... Maybe I am afraid of what I will do after as I finish. I know that change will be inevitable, but it will be very difficult for me to get used to it. I have never worked before, I plan to work after graduation to save money and for university. Is this a good option for you? So ... What did you do after graduation? I will follow the comments. I feel weird, because new things are waiting for me in the future, and maybe I'm too scared ... THANK YOU!

Last Updated
September 16, 2020
Author:
alongwc