Hello, I am 18 years old, I have a boy, I have no one to share with, so I am writing here, I am just facing an emotional breakdown, I have no friends, I dream of having a real friend, I am lonely from 5th grade, I am a lone wolf. in terms of relationships, but when I think about it, all the friends I had used me, a year ago I met a boy, we matched our characters, my life changed completely, I started doing the things my peers do, even though we were always just the two of us. it took a lot of friends, a person to have someone to share with, but since 1 month things have gone backwards for this period of time during which we were friends, we went to other cities, to restaurants,at discos we used to gather at the houses, everything was perfect, but since a month ago he started to withdraw, he found with a bigger company, he found a girlfriend and he started to forget me, I always tried to be good to him, although he didn't always respond. I supported him in the same way, I listened to him and everything that one friend can do for the other to make him feel better, although to some extent he used me, but not as much as the old friends, at the moment I am lonely again. , I blame myself, I have thoughts of suicide but I don't have the strength to do it, I have no one to sit down to say a word to, no one to go out with I feel inferior and everyone avoids me because I have always been different from other peers,all day sitting at home or driving around aimlessly give advice because I am in a very deep depressed state how to find this time a really real friend with whom I can share because if I fail really my inner self will give up ...
1 juneloa69 answered
If you're 18 and you're lonely, that's a big problem.