Hello, you're a 15-year-old boy. The story may be a little long, so thank you to the people who will read it to the end. At times, I feel pretty lonely. Most people don't want to communicate with me because they think I'm weird. I love science and I'm very interested in physics and philosophy. I don't like modern music very much, just because nowadays MOST songs don't make almost any sense behind them. I also have a different sense of humor than some people. Besides black humor, I'm also into comedians like George Carlin, who make a lot of sense behind their jokes and aren't just made to make people laugh. I have about 10 people I can call friends. All of them think I'm a complete idiot because I talk to them about science all the time. Honestly, I don't know why they call me an idiot when I talk about things like string theory (things they don't even want to bother to make sense of), but they make fun of me all the time. Also, when I want to meet someone new in most cases, I just get cut off directly. Quite often I go out on my own and just walk around or ride a bike alone, just because I don't want to get involved with my friends telling me again how stupid I am (in almost all of the cases they're joking and I know they're holding on to me, but it's just not cool to fuck with me all the time). At school, for the most part, I'm there too, because all my friends go out every recess or to the store or smoke. I smoke too, but I don't want to go out every recess because it means I'm going to be late for an hour, and I don't want to be late. I don't know why people reject me so much. I look normal, maybe that's it. Nowadays, everyone has to be either super "emo" and "depressed," or some kind of "hitman" who walks the bars, or some "beater" with a bare head and a purse around his neck. I feel like if you're not one of these, you're not human and no one will accept you as such. Just because I like science doesn't mean I'm some nerd who just sits in them and teaches (not that there's anything wrong with studying). I don't usually study at all and make about 4-5 for the year. In some ways, I'm better, some of them I'm worse off, and that's how I make some average success. The girls don't like me at all. I have familiar girls I talk to from time to time, but I'm just a friend to them. When I like a girl I know I don't have a chance, it's not dependent on whether we're in the same category or how much we have in common, they always like some of the bars or some "emo depressants." There was only one girl who showed any interest in me, but she suddenly stopped communicating with me and read my messages and I gave up (we only wrote recently, but she never explained to me why she stopped communicating with me and we went back to the old situation, for which I was stupid, but as she does not want to have anything to do with me, I have nothing to do). I don't know what my problem is. People don't want anything to do with me, and even my friends are fucking with me all the time. How do I fix it? What can I do to avoid being rejected so much? I could easily become one of those "depressants", so maybe I'll be liked by more people, but I'm not going to like myself because I want to be myself. What am I supposed to do?
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aria_blake answered · June 19, 2020
Man, please give me your Instagram if you have one. I'm a girl at 16, and the way you tell super impressed me, and I think you're not stupid, stupid or anything, but you're a good, polite, intelligent boy. Don't pay attention to others that much. their opinion is not important. As corny as it sounds, they're just jealous of you, because you know a lot more of them, and I'm sure you'il end up succeeding in :)
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sexyelix answered · June 19, 2020
I think maybe you should not discuss so much science and at the same time they may be stupid because they want to make a little joke, I'm also a lover of science phylsology, history, programming. A while back I also had problems, I was also depressed, it was very unappealing to me, but at one point I struggled, despite my thoughts that ds got away. I don't mean to insult them, etc. you have to be friendly, even when it's hard, because it will ruin your friendship the most.
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sluttyboyyharry answered · June 19, 2020
Do you want anything to do with people? You don't want :) If you want to have something to do with the masses, you have to be able to communicate at their level. Don't talk to them about string theory and quantum intertwining, talk about girls, alcohol, cars or whatever others are talking about.
You want people to like you, and you want to talk to them about things that most of them don't care about at all.
I've had a lot like your teenage years, i'm still such a slightly unconventional type to a large extent. Since I was a kid, I've been passionate about quite a few other things, including physics (that and i finished) unpresented about the table by people. Luckily, in my university years, I met with people we matched up with, and I've got some kind of friendship. And with most people, and I don't want to communicate at all, we just don't have much to say :) For girls, the situation was never pink for me, it wasn't until I was 22 that I had sex for the first time. But at least when I was 16, I was kissing and generally watching and still looking to always communicate with some girls, even as if I didn't just socialize with men. I'm looking to develop into more artistic guidelines, so I'm not just a chichak-physicist-mathematician-programmer. I play saks, I go to acting, and i'm not.
Basically, do what you're interested in and communicate with someone you're interested in. But I'm still saying that if you want to communicate with the masses, you're going to have to speak their language.
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omega997799 answered · June 19, 2020
To be honest, I was very impressed, and I'd love to meet someone like you. You remind me of myself. Be proud of who you are because there are few people like you! Greetings.
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vivilovets answered · June 20, 2020
Now that you've figured out the string theory, you can practice spelling.