I Feel Like An Outsider

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Hi, I'm 17 years old Krasi and I feel like an outsider. I don't have friends, boyfriend, I don't have a lot of money, I'm ugly, I'm very weak, the girls don't like me, I don't talk to my father (ours are separated) and I don't talk to my mother much ... In general, I don't get up for anything. I really want to change but it is very difficult. I have a lot of acne on my face and my teeth are really bad because I eat a lot of jam from Depression and others. I stutter, but most of all when I see a beautiful girl. I am a true romantic and I respect women a lot. I've done a lot of romantic surprises for girls I've liked, but that's it. I feel very bad (out of place maybe) but I have goals and dreams: I play the piano, I do photography, I mix songs, I write poetry. I wrote a very beautiful song with a girl - "Beautiful Pain", but I liked it, I made romantic gestures, but she had a friend, and probably for fear of losing him, she did not speak to me now. I don't drink, I don't smoke and I don't go to discos. I really like Eminem, Yuli Tonkin, Slavi Trifonov, and not like the others: Crisco, Geri Nilol, the Payner team and other jokers. I think I'm older. And I don't know what to do anymore, I really want a girl to hug, write a song for her, etc ... If you can give me some advice I will be grateful!

Last Updated
September 15, 2020
Author:
luna_54

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