I Feel Anger Towards Every Woman Who Looks At Him!

The Story

I have been living with my friend with whom I have been engaged for a year and a half, at one point in our relationship I became so jealous of him that I even went to the store with him, although he did not give me any reason for this jealousy. Several times we were on the verge of separation and I understood that without him I could not, I begged him to forgive me that I would change I would not be so jealous I would let him go out with his friends without me, but I never managed to change. I am so exhausted by the thought that one day it will not last that I lost 13 pounds in 6 months, I have a huge problem - I feel anger towards every woman who looks at him, I am obsessed with watching him, I make scenes for no reason and all sorts of nonsense more.

Everyone tells me that I have nothing to be like that given that I was terribly beautiful and I do not deprive him of anything, I give my best. I am told that there is simply no point in being jealous of him, that he would do nothing to hurt me, but if I continue like this, he will leave me. I know that it is not normal to be like that, maybe the reason is that I am 22 and he is 30 years old and for him these shoots of mine are childish. I haven't eaten for 2 weeks again because I'm worried and tormented, I want it all to end one way or another or for me to change or commit suicide, but without it, I couldn't go on. I know I have to go to a psychologist to help me in some way, I already know that I am for sedatives also because I soon had to drink and I felt great, I was a good person until their action passed and I became the same again. How do I want all this to end and lead a normal life and I do not know what to do please help me

Last Updated
July 22, 2020
Author:
vapeandfuck69

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