I Feel Abandoned.

   Abe man, get grown up at 18, and it is planned to become a "full man" at 19. Somehow I find it strange what you do -> first goes to school, because I see gaps in class in Bulgarian in May, and a girl first look at the qualities of the boy you know - not always, but in this our "life" is so. You have become very obsessed .. When you were there, why didn't you talk to her - the man or the mouse was in you (accept it as motivation - I do not intend to hack you). Let me advise you to do something about it and not "freak out" on it - first that it will startle her, and then comes the moment when it can be understood that someone "stole" it from you while you were fucking on the side what does he do. I know very well at what point and in what situation you are because of a girl and I have "gone crazy" in this way (and that, when I was a little kid). As for me, being a programmer, I had found the address of one girl - another crazy in almost the same situation. Another thing is that we met very quickly and met a lot, but not in the empty "internet", where everyone can be the greatest, etc. We started something that lasted not much, but not a little .. (as relationship) After all, she was very kind and good, and I, I was just what I've always been not the best people. Another thing is that he managed to change me for a while. And so I seemed to fall in love with my story like that. Let me tell you, just give up this madness, start going to school, motivate yourself for success - there is time for girls. where everyone can be the greatest, etc. We started something that lasted not much, but not a little .. (as a relationship) After all, she was very nice and good, and I, I was just what I always am he was not one of the best people. Another thing is that he managed to change me for a while. And so I seemed to fall in love with my story like that. Let me tell you, just give up this madness, start going to school, motivate yourself for success - there is time for girls. where everyone can be the greatest, etc. We started something that lasted not much, but not a little .. (as a relationship) After all, she was very nice and good, and I, I was just what I always am he was not one of the best people. Another thing is that he managed to change me for a while. And so I seemed to fall in love with my story like that. Let me tell you, just give up this madness, start going to school, motivate yourself for success - there is time for girls.

   Well, my advice is this - don't ruin yourself for some girl who obviously doesn't want to see you, to talk to you, she doesn't want anything from you. Not going to school is a big mistake, don't deprive yourself of your education, please! Why do you sacrifice your future for something that doesn't give you five bucks? !? She will be with someone else tomorrow and then what? I know you're in love with her, but please think about yourself. This girl is not your true love because she has taken you out of her life. Why do you waste your time, nerves, mind, heart standing in front of her house? !? Forget her. I know it will be difficult but not impossible. She gave you some empty hopes and lies while you were writing, you believed and here you are - you suffer terribly from anything but the sweet and false tales of this girl. Unrequited love is not true love. There's your girl somewhere, remember this! Not the one who cut you off and now you're sitting desperately in front of her house, but a boy you don't know yet is destined for you. Hey, do you know that you sound like a great person to me, a boy that a girl will surely love one day :-) Just don't despair now, I know it's very difficult for you and I'm with you, as well as other readers here. Remember that time heals. You have given your love to someone who does not want it and does not deserve it. This is a mistake, but fortunately you can fix it. Don't walk in front of this girl's house anymore. For her, it's all over between you, I know there's still hope in you that she'll be inclined to be with you, but as a girl I tell you that if we cut someone so firmly, it's forever. I will write again, if you have questions, please write. I'll be happy to tell you all about us girls, I mean, some things are valid for everyone so I can answer you. :-)

   Here it is! In those years you had to be in the barracks, not to nap in front of the houses of some girls from other cities, who do not give even 5 money for you!

   Thank you number 2. I do not understand why this happened .. Everything was normal and suddenly over? !! I thought and I can't understand, there is simply no logic. Obviously she doesn't care, I said I've been standing on top for a long time and I've been watching. Anyway, I have a few questions for you, but if so, by email?

   And why don't you say something about us - №1 / №3. Did the truth come to you more? I wonder if you will "fall in love" with Number 2. It's a funny tragedy .. You become a pathetic man, realize, №1 ..

   Emails are not allowed here, ask directly Author, we are all anonymous. I am number 2 and if I can answer you please ask what you are interested in - :-) Regards

   A gun in your head and you will move to the cemetery, without you you die at least in the right place !!! And to your growing problem, I know it's hard, I know you can't do without it, but do you know, go and tell her how you feel !!! And at least to inform the cleaner that there is extra sweeping, because it's not worth it for a girl to be rubbish !!!

   Thanks to everyone for the answers. Apparently it was all a lie. I don't know, I'm still thinking about her and I can't stop. But I don't understand, what was the use of lying to me? I did not know that enamels are forbidden here. I had planned my future with her, but it was obviously meant to happen. I love her and I want her to be with me, but she can't. Thanks for writing in the thread. :(

   You know, Dude, take and make a rag doll - out of old torn sheets, pillows, blankets, name it after her, make her look like her - hair color, hairstyle, etc. Play a little. Then hang it on a rope and KICK, HIT, BEAT, DERI, PICK IT WITH A KNIFE, finally set it on fire, burn it, spit on it, turn it over? back and never go back there again! ...

   I think she may not be aware of your feelings !? Have you had a relationship at all and does she know you like her ??

   We are already together, I go to her every day and I feel very good. :) The problem was that she wasn't sure about me. Have a nice day / evening. The author.

   You're crazy boy, well done! I am №1. I wonder what happened during these past days / months, I don't know anymore, if you want to tell. Or the same nonsense with writing, life seems to change and technology degrades it.

   We already see each other every day, she comes to us on weekends, I on the other days. She left me because she thought nothing would come of "distance." I'm happy for her again. I hope we don't split up again in the future, because it's very difficult for me without her. She introduced me to her parents, very good and nice people. Her father is a very funny person, we played backgammon with him. :) Her mother is a modest woman, she cooks very well and is polite. Her parents are just wonderful. I love her, I want to be with her forever. She is everything to me, everything I would want. Thank God for bringing us back together. The author.

   Well, thanks for sharing, I'm glad for you. №1