I Dream About It Often, And We Haven't Seen Each Other In Years

The Story

Hello, I loved a man very much, I was hurt because we are too different and there was just no way we could be together. The bad thing is that a lot of time has passed - years, and I still feel like we're together every day. I can't live with the fact that I'm not with him. I dream about it often, it's been in my dreams for almost a year now, and we haven't parted in the normal way, and maybe a lot of things are left unsaid. I dream of him even just as a silhouette, without any contacts, but I know that he is there ... Sometimes he kisses me, sometimes we are together ... sometimes he just passes by and I notice him, but he is always there - in my dream! I believe and try to convince myself that it is one-sided because he did not look for me. I want to get rid of all this and move on, and I feel like I live only for him. It hurts a lot ... I've been on the verge of making contact with him a few times, but I stopped because I remember how he mocked my feelings. And it weighs a hell of a lot on me, that we are not at least good acquaintances ... I don't want to pass each other when we see each other, but I don't want to look for him and humiliate myself. And dreams bother me terribly ... I don't know what to do ... I don't want to fall asleep with tears in my eyes anymore! ...

Last Updated
October 19, 2020