It all started after a boy and I broke up (he dumped me…) and I felt really bad because I told him so much… he was my support so to speak.
I used to drink a lot, but I started going out with him and stopped (he asked me) but after we broke off all ties I saw no other way out and started drinking again… and not one, two glasses… but whole two-liter bottles. Sometimes and more… something had really happened to me… and my parents had no idea what was happening to me.
I was late, I was going home in mud and dust… because I was drinking in places where no one could notice me and our people started to doubt and because I didn't want to share with them they insisted on going to a psychologist, but that offended me and I started to I alienate them even more.
And in the end, I stopped drinking without a psychologist, the boy I thought didn't care about me helped me (namely my ex-boyfriend), he asked me to stop drinking and take matters into my own hands… I didn't expect everyone to my friends who advised me to stop, from all relatives, I will believe exactly him… that exactly his words will affect me so, and it irritates me…! I am annoyed by the fact that I listened to a person who hurt me… and not my friends and relatives… Does this mean that I still have feelings for him? And does he have feelings for me…? (I am almost 16 years old)
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