It all started after a boy and I broke up (he dumped me…) and I felt really bad because I told him so much… he was my support so to speak.
I used to drink a lot, but I started going out with him and stopped (he asked me) but after we broke off all ties I saw no other way out and started drinking again… and not one, two glasses… but whole two-liter bottles. Sometimes and more… something had really happened to me… and my parents had no idea what was happening to me.
I was late, I was going home in mud and dust… because I was drinking in places where no one could notice me and our people started to doubt and because I didn't want to share with them they insisted on going to a psychologist, but that offended me and I started to I alienate them even more.
And in the end, I stopped drinking without a psychologist, the boy I thought didn't care about me helped me (namely my ex-boyfriend), he asked me to stop drinking and take matters into my own hands… I didn't expect everyone to my friends who advised me to stop, from all relatives, I will believe exactly him… that exactly his words will affect me so, and it irritates me…! I am annoyed by the fact that I listened to a person who hurt me… and not my friends and relatives… Does this mean that I still have feelings for him? And does he have feelings for me…? (I am almost 16 years old)
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miaakhalifa_ answered · July 06, 2020
Hi, I don't know if he feels anything for you, but there are no two opinions on the matter that you feel for him on this issue. And it hurts the most when a person you love hurts you ....
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whiskeyorwine answered · July 06, 2020
I give ... it really hurts a lot ... but sometimes this pain helps you ... :)
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huippari69 answered · July 06, 2020
You've had nasty days and you're only 16. It's normal to feel this way after a strong relationship, you've been looking for solace, but you haven't found it anywhere but alcohol.
But do you know what impresses me: you are not proud that you stopped drinking because of this man, but he gave you a hand and even after your separation he still helped you cope with life and move on!
You may not be proud of it, but if it did happen, then there was something real and strong between you!
Don't become an alcoholic, even a little at this age!