I Don't Think I Was Made For This World

The Story

Hello everyone! For a very, very long time, I've been tormented by thoughts I can't get out of my head. I don't even know where to start, but here it is: I used to be a very fresh child, positive about everything. I kept saying to myself Don't worry, be happy and so I ignored all the black thoughts I had. But that changed a lot by the end of eighth grade. I began to think more and more about the future, about where the world was going. I think about what people are like nowadays and I don't like them at all. I think about the bad things that are happening in this world. I can't believe what bad and dishonest people there are, how much malice is hidden in some of them. I can't believe that in some countries people follow diets and in others they have nothing to eat. I can't believe you have to be beautiful in South Korea to be accepted in society. I can not believe, that a Japanese woman died due to 159 hours of work without a break. I cannot believe that there are such warriors in this world because of whom so many innocent people die. I can't believe a man like Kim Jong Un exists. I can't believe how there can be so many superficial people who judge them all the time. I don't care if you're full, thin, beautiful, ugly. Just be a good person, please. It just doesn't cross my mind how there can be so much dishonest and horrible world. So many problems everywhere, I don't know how "normal" people live. How do they laugh when they know that someone is suffering somewhere? I can't, I don't understand how someone can be happy in this ugly world. You who are reading this, please be a good person. Appreciate what you have. Don't be unhappy like me. I don't think my condition is normal, but don't be, smile. Personally, I may not have a very long life left, I have planned everything. But I want you to live and survive in this dishonest world. Do it for me.

Last Updated
August 30, 2020
Author:
slimbodyboy18

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