Hello, I am 20 years old and he is 21 years old. We started contact on social networks in November. He really wanted us to go out to see each other, but I was scared and somehow strange because in principle I do not go out with guys on social networks, and I accepted him more as a friend with whom we shared how our day went and so on. We wrote to each other and shared a lot until the middle of January, when he stopped looking for me. I guess the reason is that I had told him about my previous relationship from which I was very hurt, that I was not ready for a new one, etc .. He called me last day and from common talk we got to the point that he already has a girlfriend (they have been together for a month ) and I ended the chat soon after. The next day I uploaded a photo and he wrote to me again that when he saw my photo he went crazy and I was his weakness. It wasn't right, but we agreed to see each other. He took me from us and we stopped at a view, we talked about many things and it was very strange as if we had known each other for years. He finally kissed me and asked us to go home because I knew it wasn't right, but I couldn't resist him. He wrote to me for 5 minutes. after he sent me, I asked him if he had feelings for his girlfriend, the answer was yes. But then he started telling me very nice things again, that he was experiencing something that was not different and such clichés that I don't want to believe, but I feel like I'm doing it.
Last day we returned to our hometowns where his girlfriend is. The first day we didn't stop writing to each other, explaining to me how he wanted me to sleep next to him just to hug me and let the world stop. It became clear to me what he was implying, and I immediately told him that as long as he had a girlfriend, this could not happen. He took it very well, he explained to me how he wanted to come back that night and it would not end, he asked me if I was sure that I wanted something to happen between us if she was not there, etc ... The next day he did not look for me, I wrote to him, but he hasn't read it yet, but he's online. I feel like a big fool and I don't know what to do, but I don't stop thinking about him. Will he ask me what to do if he does ... these questions keep popping into my head. I'm sorry for the banal story, maybe many of you will tell yourself where you went to push a committed boy, but it is a fact that there was really a very strong attraction between us and I experienced something that is happening to me for the first time. I am also sorry if the story is chaotic, but my thoughts are ... I will be glad to see what your opinion is and give me advice on how to proceed. that I want something to happen between us if she's not there, etc ... The next day he didn't look for me, I wrote to him, but he hasn't read it yet, and he's on the line. I feel like a big fool and I don't know what to do, but I don't stop thinking about him. Will he ask me what to do if he does ... these questions keep popping into my head. I'm sorry for the banal story, maybe many of you will tell yourself where you went to push a committed boy, but it is a fact that there was really a very strong attraction between us and I experienced something that is happening to me for the first time. I am also sorry if the story is chaotic, but my thoughts are ...
I will be glad to see what your opinion is and give me advice on how to proceed. that I want something to happen between us if she's not there, etc ... The next day he didn't look for me, I wrote to him, but he hasn't read it yet, and he's on the line. I feel like a big fool and I don't know what to do, but I don't stop thinking about him. Will he ask me what to do if he does ... these questions keep popping into my head. I'm sorry for the banal story, maybe many of you will tell yourself where you went to push a committed boy, but it is a fact that there was really a very strong attraction between us and I experienced something that is happening to me for the first time. I am also sorry if the story is chaotic, but my thoughts are ... I will be glad to see what your opinion is and give me advice on how to proceed. I feel like a big fool and I don't know what to do, but I don't stop thinking about him. Will he ask me what to do if he does ... these questions keep popping into my head. I'm sorry for the banal story, maybe many of you will tell yourself where you went to push a committed boy, but it is a fact that there was really a very strong attraction between us and I experienced something that is happening to me for the first time. I am also sorry if the story is chaotic, but my thoughts are ... I will be glad to see what your opinion is and give me advice on how to proceed. I feel like a big fool and I don't know what to do, but I don't stop thinking about him. Will he ask me what to do if he does ... these questions keep popping into my head. I'm sorry for the banal story, maybe many of you will tell yourself where you went to push a committed boy, but it is a fact that there was really a very strong attraction between us and I experienced something that is happening to me for the first time. I am also sorry if the story is chaotic, but my thoughts are ... I will be glad to see what your opinion is and give me advice on how to proceed. but it is a fact that there was really a very strong attraction between us and I experienced something that was happening to me for the first time. I am also sorry if the story is chaotic, but my thoughts are ... I will be glad to see what your opinion is and give me advice on how to proceed. but it is a fact that there was really a very strong attraction between us and I experienced something that was happening to me for the first time. I am also sorry if the story is chaotic, but my thoughts are ... I will be glad to see what your opinion is and give me advice on how to proceed.
1 artsy answered
Don't deal with bound! They will only break your heart, you will gain nothing from it.