I Don't Know What's Wrong With Me, I Have Everything I Need

The Story

Hello. I am a 15 year old girl. I have a boyfriend of 17 years. We have been together for a while, 1 month. But I still can't get used to it, I haven't had a friend in 1 year, of course at my request. I still can't get used to having a boyfriend. He is very loving and caring. He is very nice to me and does everything possible only for me to do well, and all this may to some extent come in handy. However, perhaps the difference in age is also reflected. I love him, but I keep wondering if I don't want to break up. I hesitate all the time and maybe I really know that, I don't want to hurt him, I really like him and everything is going well, but it's as if I'm not ready for a relationship myself. He wants to introduce me to his friends, even a few of them have already found me on social networks and have written to me to meet. He told his mother about me, and I still find an excuse not to say. We are in the same school and we often meet and he hugs me, kisses me, and I don't want to, because I don't want the teachers to think anything about me. I really appreciate everything he does for me and I try to do my best to normalize things on my part, but something does not pull and I can not find a solution to the problem.

Last Updated
September 22, 2020
Author:
tamerhosny

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