I Don't Know What's Happening To Me-stadefrance

The Story

Hello. I am a 17 year old girl. I want to share one of my problems and I hope you help me. Thanks in advance. For some time now, I have been worried about the fact that I am attracted to men much older than me. Somewhere around 25-30-35 years. Boys my age are not to my liking at all. I had a love affair with a 30-year-old man. We wrote to each other for a long time. We would even make an appointment in his town. Then something happened that made me very depressed. My parents found out what was going on and made me useless. My father beat me. I realized that this man had caused me a lot of problems, but it was too late. For a month I was very depressed and I kept thinking that he would say something to my parents. My eyes were swollen with tears every day. Fortunately, he did not mention anything to ours. To this day I'm sorry that I got involved in such a thing. It's good that we didn't see him ... I liked my music teacher. I couldn't wait to go to school to see him. I had the feeling that 40 minutes was only 10 minutes. It was as if his eyes were mesmerizing me. In front of my friends I pretended that he was indifferent to me and we secretly mocked him that he looked like a guy, haha. The interesting thing was that he always smiled when he talked to me, which made me feel wonderful. Two years have passed. Fortunately, my feelings for him passed. I want you to help me. How can I stop liking such big men? that he doesn't care about me and we secretly made fun of him, that he looks like a dude, haha. The interesting thing was that he always smiled when he talked to me, which made me feel wonderful. Two years have passed. Fortunately, my feelings for him passed. I want you to help me. How can I stop liking such big men? that he doesn't care about me and we secretly made fun of him, that he looks like a dude, haha. The interesting thing was that he always smiled when he talked to me, which made me feel wonderful. Two years have passed. Fortunately, my feelings for him passed. I want you to help me. How can I stop liking such big men?

Last Updated
September 20, 2020
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stadefrance

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