I Don't Know What I Am

The Story

I don't want to share my name, but I'm a boy from a small town at 15 and I'm very confused about my sexuality. I was only in love with a girl. She reminded me a lot of a boy in demeanor, but she looked very beautiful. Shortly before I entered high school, I began to struggle with the fact that I fell in love with boys. When I see a boy between the ages of 15 and 18, my legs are cut off. As soon as I entered high school, I constantly saw older boys and I couldn't take my eyes off them. There's a hell of a cute blond boy. Then spring came and I went to the National Biology Olympiad for the second time. The students I was with are super cool and fun. There were 2 boys in the group from our area and we were in the same room and the beds were touched. Then I fell in love with him. I always wanted to be with him. The nasty thing is that his ex was with us, but now we are good friends with her and we write to each other very often. But back to the race. Everything was fine until the evening. He went to the store to have dinner with another boy from a nearby area. I was left alone on his bed, only his clothes. I wanted to smell them and I finally did. They smell of the Divine. We continue to smell them for a very long time. When he came he went into the bathroom and then nothing special. We met with the girls and discussed what to do. Everything was okay. I went to bed and at some point in the evening I felt his hand move on my back. However, I am no longer in love with him. Tell me if I'm gay or not. PLEASE! I also have a problem with having glasses, but I'm thinking of changing them with lenses. Thanks for your time. He went to the store to have dinner with another boy from a nearby area. I was left alone on his bed, only his clothes. I wanted to smell them and finally I did. They smell of the Divine. We continue to smell them for a very long time. When he came he went into the bathroom and then nothing special. We met with the girls and discussed what to do. Everything was okay. I went to bed and at some point in the evening I felt his hand move on my back. However, I am no longer in love with him. Tell me if I'm gay or not. PLEASE! I also have a problem with having glasses, but I'm thinking of changing them with lenses. Thanks for your time. He went to the store to have dinner with another boy from a nearby area. I was left alone on his bed, only his clothes. I wanted to smell them and I finally did. They smell of the Divine. We continue to smell them for a very long time. When he came he went into the bathroom and then nothing special. We met with the girls and discussed what to do. Everything was okay. I went to bed and at some point in the evening I felt his hand move on my back. However, I am no longer in love with him. Tell me if I'm gay or not. PLEASE! I also have a problem with having glasses, but I'm thinking of changing them with lenses. Thanks for your time. . We got together with the girls and discussed what to do. Everything was okay. I went to bed and at some point in the evening I felt his hand move on my back. However, I am no longer in love with him. Tell me if I'm gay or not. PLEASE! I also have a problem with having glasses, but I'm thinking of changing them with lenses. Thanks for your time. . We got together with the girls and discussed what to do. Everything was okay. I went to bed and at some point in the evening I felt his hand moving on my back. However, I am no longer in love with him. Tell me if I'm gay or not. PLEASE! I also have a problem with having glasses, but I'm thinking of changing them with lenses. Thanks for your time.

Last Updated
August 15, 2020
Author:
kate__de__echte

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