I Don't Know If I'm Normal

The Story

So this will sound very strange to you, but I will tell it .... I am a 15-year-old boy (9th grade) and since I entered high school I have experienced my biggest breakdown in life, I am depressed and even my health has suffered, I do not want to say what exactly it happened but it all started from the fact that I could not overcome the change .. now a year or so after the beginning things are calmer but I have so ruined my psyche that I think I'm nerdy .. I talk to myself, I constantly walk alone and get tics on arms and eyes, my legs hurt and I have general weakness. many people call me crazy because I don't talk to anyone and I've watched as if I want to kill someone .. plus I went crazy for a girl but she also says I'm weird and doesn't care about me which ruins me even more, I feel powerless and I'm afraid of everything - school, fear of someone scolding or insulting me even from the fact that I am growing up and that I will soon be 16, but my mother scares me the most because I experienced something terrible with her in 8th grade.

People wonder how I can be disgusted by things about sex or how I didn't have a girlfriend because I could have everyone ... right now I just want to get out of this cougar and be happy the problem is that I can't do anything I do it because my self-esteem has disappeared, I study for a threesome and I drive the most miserable life, I always try to drive safely ... and most often I go to bed in front of a computer in the evening and get depressed, which is terrible ... what can I do? .. I just want to be normal and happy like the others People wonder how I can be disgusted by things about sex or how I didn't have a girlfriend because I could have everyone ... right now I just want to get out of this cougar and be happy the problem is that I can't do anything I do it because my self-esteem has disappeared, I study for a threesome and I drive the most miserable life, I always try to drive safely ... and most often I go to bed in front of a computer in the evening and get depressed, which is terrible ... what can I do? .. I just want to be normal and happy like the others People wonder how I can be disgusted by things about sex or how I didn't have a girlfriend because I could have everyone ... right now I just want to get out of this cougar and be happy the problem is that I can't do anything I do it because my self-esteem has disappeared, I study for a threesome and I drive the most miserable life, I always try to drive safely ... and most often I go to bed in front of a computer in the evening and get depressed, which is terrible ... what can I do? .. I just want to be normal and happy like the others

Last Updated
July 28, 2020
Author:
alex_danielxxx

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