Hello! I am 19 years old / I am a girl and I have had a boyfriend for 5 months, everything is going smoothly, we understand each other perfectly, I am super attached to him, at times I imagine the future with him, how we are married, we have children, etc. , nooo ... at times I wonder if I even want to be with him. He is as old as me, he is only 2 months younger, we are 1 to 1 characters, the music we listen to is the same, we are generally the perfect couple, if I may say so, but the other day we were filming and looking at the picture I thought "do I really like him or am I mistaken", yes as a character he is unique, super nice and everything, but in appearance he is not what I like at all. I'm lighter-skinned, and he's darker, he's not a gypsy, but he looks a little like that on the side, I'm very afraid to show him to ours, my mother and father are racists and may even think he is a gypsy and it will get very bad. It looks a bit unmaintained, I don't know if it's real, but I'm left with that impression. I really don't know what to do, I don't want to part with him, but at times that's what I think. What if I leave things like that and our relationship becomes more serious and I literally miss someone more appropriate, just to be with him? I really don't know what to do, this is my 5th boyfriend and the 3rd boy with whom I will have intimate contact (we haven't done anything yet, we just can't find a place), what can you advise me? Today we will see each other again and I even wonder if I want to see him at all, it's weird, but at the same time I want to hug him and kiss him, I don't know, advise me something, I have the feeling that my head will explodes ..
1 nereagalveez answered
It is not your racism to want to be with a Bulgarian, it is a sacred duty of each of us. It is not hatred, but they are a degraded tribe / 99%, 1% not totally, but still not for us.