I Don't Know If I Should Believe It.

Hi. There's a guy I've been liking for about four, five months. We started going out in general company a few weeks ago, and I noticed he was treating me in a slightly strange way. Remembering the exact color of my eyes, although every time I tried to establish eye contact with him at first, I couldn't. I hate to show my eyes without the glasses, and he said they were nice. It's like he's always looking for a way to touch me, he's asking me all sorts of questions. A mutual friend asked me - who would I choose - between him and two other boys. She doesn't know I like him, so I pretended to reflect on the method of exclusion and eventually chose him. She asked me "really? Isn't that too easy? I wondered how easy it was? And she said to me, "stop it, he likes you." I said it wasn't true, and she didn't elaborate. But remembering all the events, I think it might be true. As amazing as it sounds to me. I'm afraid that if it turns out to be true and I don't admit that I'm experiencing the same, I'm going to lose and regret it. I'm not going to admit it because I'm afraid he won't ask for more than I can give him. You know where I'm going. I'm also worried if she tells them that I chose him precisely because I like him, even though I specifically said I was in love with another boy, what if she didn't like me and she told me just to have drama, and I'm just imagining some things? Although I think everyone notices something. I'm not ready for a relationship, but I'll regret it if I miss it. Thank you for taking the time for my first shared love.