I Don't Know If I Can Trust Him

The Story

I experienced a difficult separation after a long relationship. I vowed not to let anyone near me again. I had just recovered a little from the shock and a man appeared. In the beginning, we just talked together. Subsequently, he began to shorten the distance, wanting to say something to me, he leaned towards me, he began to touch me involuntarily on the arm. One day I noticed that he was looking at me without taking his eyes off me and I became uncomfortable, I asked him why he was looking at me like that, he replied that he liked me and did not do it on purpose. He liked my eyes, my smile, how I speak, things like that. I lost my mind and my words and did not know what to say. I smiled until then. From that moment on, he is constantly trying to get in my field of vision, to attract my attention in some way. We talked a lot at the very beginning about bad relationships, etc., it was just the circumstances ... and it turned out that he himself had been brutally injured. He told me many things about himself and continues to share them with me. Somewhere it makes me think that there are no second thoughts towards me, on the other hand it scares me that so quickly he somehow started talking to me about feelings, about wanting to make me happy, something like that. I have totally lost my trust in men and as much as I want to relax and be with this man, there is something that pulls me back. I'm terribly afraid of being hurt again, both emotionally and physically. This man does not press me in any way for anything. See you, call me, laugh, talk about everything. One day he kissed me unexpectedly and I felt my legs soften. My stomach tightened. I was both startled and happy. I find myself thinking more and more about him, but this fear that he just wants to take advantage of me does not leave me. I can't believe that someone can feel sincere feelings for me and don't want to hurt me. I'm terribly confused and I can't even organize my thoughts properly. Please advise me what to do. I don't know whether to trust this man or run away.

Last Updated
September 30, 2020
Author:
deadsara

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