I Don't Know How To Feel. HELP!

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Hello! I want to ask you for advice and opinion, because I don't know if it's right to feel that way. My boyfriend and I have been together for almost 6 months and we love each other very much, really for the first time it happens to me to love one person so much and to see that he loves me a hell of a lot. Everything is wonderful, of course ... but we keep in touch from a distance. He is in Germany and I am here in Bulgaria. Of course, it's a hell of a hard time from a normal relationship, but everything works out for us and we manage because our love is strong. The point is that when he comes back I notice the same thing, I don't know if my brain is too brainwashed by the other couples, but I want him to show his love with the so-called "Small gestures", which I see in my friends with their halves. Surprise with a red rose, hugs, everyone seems inseparable, and he doesn't do those things. If we are with other people, he does not come to me, does not hug me, does not hold my hand, I have never received a rose or a bouquet, or just a note that says “I love you! ”. That's where the problem is that it makes me feel bad, non-special or I don't know what it's like when we're with another couple who do it openly. I'm really damn stupid and I don't know if it's normal to feel that way or if it's unfair. I know he's not that type of guy, with the rose, with the surprises, but at least I don't think it's hard to show affection to other people. Please give me some advice and don't cheat on me really much loves me just obviously doesn't want to try that way. I have never received a rose or a bouquet, or just a note that says “I love you! ”. That's where the problem is that it makes me feel bad, non-special or I don't know what it's like when we're with another couple who do it openly. I'm really damn stupid and I don't know if it's normal to feel that way or if it's unfair. I know he's not that type of guy, with the rose, with the surprises, but at least I don't think it's hard to show affection to other people. Please give me some advice and don't cheat on me really much loves me just obviously doesn't want to try that way. I have never received a rose or a bouquet, or just a note that says “I love you! ”. That's where the problem is that it makes me feel bad, non-special or I don't know what it's like when we're with another couple who do it openly. I'm really damn stupid and I don't know if it's normal to feel that way or if it's unfair. I know he's not that type of guy, with the rose, with the surprises, but at least I don't think it's hard to show affection to other people. Please give me some advice and don't cheat on me really much loves me just obviously doesn't want to try that way. I'm really damn stupid and I don't know if it's normal to feel that way or if it's unfair. I know he's not that type of guy, with the rose, with the surprises, but at least I don't think it's hard to show affection to other people. Please give me some advice and don't cheat on me really much loves me just obviously doesn't want to try that way. I'm really damn stupid and I don't know if it's normal to feel that way or if it's unfair. I know he's not that type of guy, with the rose, with the surprises, but at least I don't think it's hard to show affection to other people. Please give me some advice and don't cheat on me really much loves me just obviously doesn't want to try that way.

Last Updated
September 28, 2020
Author:
laditatida

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